dean-ne

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these couple of weeks been hard for me, its been about 4 years and I started to really miss them. Its been a back and forth but this time I feel like I can’t anymore. Their solos are all amazing, I truly enjoy their songs and glad that they all could show their true colors, I can see how everyone falls into their perfect and fitting place where they should be in terms of genre/music and its a blessing really to actually still enjoy their presence in this music industry not to completely lost them. 
          	
          	At this point I honestly scared but hurting at the same time by thinking the what ifs their not getting back together. but I honestly don’t know anymore. Medias, they could be a lot rubbish sometimes but clearly Liam and Harry aren’t in speaking terms. Hell, they don’t even meet up at the Capital’s Jingle Bell. 
          	
          	I’m scared what if being in One Direction is actually a burden for them but yet all the funny videos and bromances I actually can see that they are enjoying it. But I don’t know what is real anymore. Was it a lie? or they were just some kind of relationship that you are sure would last forever but actually they are not even meant to be. 
          	
          	I feel like if they do get back together, It wouldn’t be as genuine as before. There would be a lot of things that they need to talk through and work on and its going to be so hard. I do not want them to be in a place that they feel trapped, or thinking 1D is just a job, I want them to enjoy themselves and be free. 
          	
          	Fuck, I’m sorry, I just need to get this out as these past weeks I’ve got a lot of things in my shoulder and I thought by watching their videos would cheered me up, well it did at first but then it gets deeper and its hard to leave this hole really. 
          	
          	I still love them, will always support them no matter what and I just want them to be happy really.

dean-ne

this message may be offensive 
these couple of weeks been hard for me, its been about 4 years and I started to really miss them. Its been a back and forth but this time I feel like I can’t anymore. Their solos are all amazing, I truly enjoy their songs and glad that they all could show their true colors, I can see how everyone falls into their perfect and fitting place where they should be in terms of genre/music and its a blessing really to actually still enjoy their presence in this music industry not to completely lost them. 
          
          At this point I honestly scared but hurting at the same time by thinking the what ifs their not getting back together. but I honestly don’t know anymore. Medias, they could be a lot rubbish sometimes but clearly Liam and Harry aren’t in speaking terms. Hell, they don’t even meet up at the Capital’s Jingle Bell. 
          
          I’m scared what if being in One Direction is actually a burden for them but yet all the funny videos and bromances I actually can see that they are enjoying it. But I don’t know what is real anymore. Was it a lie? or they were just some kind of relationship that you are sure would last forever but actually they are not even meant to be. 
          
          I feel like if they do get back together, It wouldn’t be as genuine as before. There would be a lot of things that they need to talk through and work on and its going to be so hard. I do not want them to be in a place that they feel trapped, or thinking 1D is just a job, I want them to enjoy themselves and be free. 
          
          Fuck, I’m sorry, I just need to get this out as these past weeks I’ve got a lot of things in my shoulder and I thought by watching their videos would cheered me up, well it did at first but then it gets deeper and its hard to leave this hole really. 
          
          I still love them, will always support them no matter what and I just want them to be happy really.