deansmainwhore

this is a total shot in the dark but i read this one matt espinosa fic like 7-9 years ago called grier twin and i cannot find it. was wondering if anybody knew abt it. 
          
          basically the main girl is nash griers twin and nobody likes her except for like hayes and maybe one or two of the other magcon guys. 
          
          nash bullies her hardcore and i think the other guys do too and i think at the end of the book she finds out that nash hates her bc she almost died so she got a bunch of attention from their parents or smth. it was a very emotional and sometimes cringe book but i’m nostalgic and wanna revisit it 

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