dear anxiety

im back. im alive. and im not the happiest. never was. never will be. i wonder how he's doing. my uncle is who i call he. yes. he is still alive. i just haven't seen him in months. im worried about his health. his feelings. just him. im a depressed human in my little room of darkness. sitting on my phone. typing out my struggles. i just miss him and i wish he didn't have to leave. he is younger than you think. he is around 25-35. he has/had a medical condition in his lungs. wasn't cancer. i didn't know what it was. but it was bad. for him. me. my family. i doubt anybody will read this but if you do. thank you for staying alive.

damn you cliff hangers

all i have to say is Link Neal is beautiful

no ideas for chapter 7
          
          
          
          
          
          halp

my smile has disappeared
          ever since he left.

i just want to be happy. 
          
          
          at least
          
          again

sorry for not updating my story.
          i havent been feeling well.
          and i dont reqlly have much time.
          i'll work on it as soon as possible.
          im sorry.

MDE trash

sometimes I just wanna die.
          I wanna die right now.
          today was a terrible day.

I'm more happy than sad right now. I feel important to a special person