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It's been a long time since I've written on the account aha...since graduating college and writing that I'll continue to update my other works but I've decided to scratch all of my previous works because I've been realizing how poorly thought my works have been. So for this book, I don't know how it's going to go but I'm pretty sure I stuck to making sure that all my thoughts were planned with purpose. So I'll be very slowly updating. I don't know if the title If I Loved You will stick because I don't know if it's significant but we'll see. Thank you for all the followers that have followed my bum self while I started university to now finding work so... I'm very appreciative of you guys.

I try writing a lot on the times I don't update and yet...I can't seem to get writing down. I feel like my writing has not yet proven it's point so I'll be holding onto the chapters until I feel like the chapters are ready to go. University is biting my ass so I will take it slowly.

I've been changing my mind so often lately...
          I just don't know. I think I'll have to start everything over now. I seriously can't take what I'm doing. So many ideas are popping up in my head and I just can't find a solution to the works I'm writing. I might have to scratch everything. Again.

I'm so tired...School got me waking up early, not only that, the homework I have are just...so detailed. Not a lot of homework, but it's just so much work.

Merry Christmas although it’s been late. I’ve been trying to apply for positions that I can’t speak of yet, and it’s really taking up my time. May get a job out of it but who knows? I won’t know the results until the end of January lol. I hope I get my position.

Next week is finals week! Omg I’m ded.

Happy Thanksgivings!!! Gonna eat turkey? Well, my family is a family of four so it’s a little impossible to eat a whole turkey and having my half-sister’s family come over, turkey isn’t something that we all like so we’re just going to have a regular meal with not a lot of extravagance. The extravagance we have is just the dessert I made last night. I’ve released three chapters to celebrate the holidays and I hope you guys can relieve your stress from school and let loose. Have a great day and weekend!

Next update? Well...Thanksgiving will be when I release three chapters. Please look forward to it! If you like it, please vote!

I'm not going to update this week due to winter quarter registrations and also...my second set of midterms are coming up. So, I'm screwed. My research paper is luckily due before my midterms come up but I'm afraid that my brain will lose energy from just thinking and using my brain...I just want to hide away.

Arc One | 2 | Kenja is up! Oh, I'm excited. I'm a little scared that I'm not putting in much details but the first arc is bound to be the starting point of what will help pave the next arcs...did I spoil too much? Welp, I won't say anymore!