vivi ♡︎

move on vivi, don’t look back

am I just the pretty girl that hung out with him because we share similar interests?!?! shock .. but I cant help but want to be more than that

he’s been touchy and kind(?) around me !! why am I in this loop

erm yay he took me out on a date, paid for everything + god he’s so cute

r u joking. what the hell is w all of these people wanting ME first then leaving like atp the next person better watch out. cuz ur gonna get abandoned before you do that to me
          
          me when I want to talk abt this to my friends but then again none of my friends come up in mind and if they did I don’t wanna bother them
          this sucks

do I seriously have to postpone trying to get my diagnosis till I’m an adult?????? yea reasonable ish but like still 

I don’t really like my new schedule,,, yay I know my friend in all of my classes but like. they didn’t really feel excited about it, nor even cared !! it could be like bc it was on text and they’re just naturally dry(I think!! I hope they’re not js dry to me  </3)  I feel like I’m just bothering them, like I practically forced them to be my friend. I hope not, I really like spending them w them even if it’s for a mere 30 minutes.

I feel like a different person after buying new skincare + stuff

oh my god I think I’m annoying my new friend,,, lkke iy could be theyre not good w technology or it could be the fact theyre not comfortable w me yet !! iy could be both or it’s the fact they’re avoiding / ignoring me , which is like ouch !
          emotions are so hard to understand .

it’s so over she lost . n bc she was a girl like u sexist bitches would’ve voted for her if she was a man