Hello! I just finished reading Ruin Maketh me and I have to say it's ✨✨,truly made me stay up late 3 nights because I couldn't stop reading! I was so eager to see how the relationships would develop because it felt like all was in vain at some points TT my heart was beating ! But somehow, Cyder pushed through even if things felt like all was for naught, that nothing could make his situation better, that nothing could fix it, fix him! And I think his train of thoughts was so realistic, valid, it was such a stressful series of events for him no doubt. He denied love, accepted it, restrained it, and embraced it eventually, it's so beautiful! I wanna continue ranting about this but I'm afraid I might litter this section HHHH