helo, ik i said update on new year's but one, i was busy with family (dw i was staying safe) and two, i just got around to working on it and this chapter is harder for me to write due to trauma, and it's still hard for me to talk about. i also haven't talked about this in depth before, and no one but one person knows fully what happened. so i will be posting the chapter dw, but it'll take me some time, especially with these upcoming chapters. i hope y'all understand. thank u.