debojitray

Thanks for voting! ♡

It has been a while since spark has been updated :/ 

@-pearlstars you're welcome. I really like your story. 

I need to be honest, my country's eduction sucks so bad. I studied at one of the most smartest universities and yeah, it gave me the opportunity to improve myself better but as it got longer, THEY just start teaching shit and crushing the hopes of students. I don't really live in Japan nor do I study there too. Yet I wish I did, my older sister told me one time and she is a teacher in Japan. That when a student fail not only the student is in trouble but the teacher as well. I know it is unfair for others when the other side is giving their all. BUT for once. I WANT TO BE GIVEN WHAT I DESERVE BECAUSE I HAVE EXERT MORE THAN WHAT I CAN NORMALLY DO EVERYDAY IN MY EDUCATION. sorry to the teachers, but let us face it. I'd rather face a teacher like Asano-sensei, the principal from Assassination Classroom instead of a useless one in real life. It is their choice to become a teacher and to spend mostly 10 or more hours a day with students. Atleast, give effort to make your lessons interesting and easy to learn. My parents is spending thousands for their child to learn something to use in his/her future yet you train them to unconsciously be forced to study a topic just to pass a fcking exam or project. In short, you have not contributed to half of my education that will be used in my future, same with other students. You like most of the other teacher just teach shit and destroy our hopes and dreams. 

If I would compare myself to an anime character. I would be Lelouch from Code Geass, the him before he net C2. The one that he explains was 'just a zombie living a lie'. 
          
          Will I ever meet my own C2? 

Using this as an outlet of my insecurities cause twitter and facebook have a much more audience than this. 

Sometimes after washing my face at night, I took a step back and just look at my reflection. And then I wonder, is there a single part of myself am I proud of? I used to say my personality yet even I am tired of it. 
          
          Mundane is a skill almost everyone achieve, how do I loose it. 

Very hard to update my stories. I'm not drowning in projects, I'M DROWNING IN LESSONS. MATH ARE MY FRIEND OR WHAT? 

Just updated the third chapter of my KnB story.. Comment and share your thoughts. :)) 

Posted the second chapter of my KnB story, hope you like it!.