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'm leaving behind this world
          And all the things I am
          I'm tearing away from it
          Because I know I can
          I'm pushing away from you
          And all the things you are 
          Don't need the memory
          Already wear the scars
          
          There is no yesterday
          Tomorrow's far away
          
          I gave you everything
          And in return
          You gave me nothing
          Show me a sign
          Please give me anything
          I will not hide from what's inside of me
          My nemesis
          
          I'm turning away from me
          And all the things I've known 
          I don't need your help no more
          I can do this on my own
          I'm taking all the blame
          Resent what I've become
          I regret everything and
          There's nowhere left to run
          
          There is no yesterday
          Tomorrow's far away
          
          I gave you everything
          And in return
          You gave me nothing
          
          

You can be me, and I will be you.
          You can live just like a star.
          I'll take my sin,
          And you take the fame!
          I'm under and over it all
          I'm under and over it!

I've given up
          On society
          Up on my family
          Up on your social disease
          
          I've given up
          On the industry
          Up on democracy
          Done with all your hypocrisy
          
          All of the chaos
          And all of the lies
          I hate it
          
          I'm wasting here
          Can anyone wash it all away?
          
          
          I've given up
          On the media
          Feeds my hysteria
          Sick of living down on my knees
          I've given up
          On morality
          Feeds my brutality
          what you think about me
          
          All of the chaos
          And all of the lies
          I hate it
          
          I'm wasting here
          Can anyone wash it all away
          
          
          I won't change for you
          And I can't take the pain
          There's nothing you can do
          And there's nothing you can say
          
          I've given up
          On everything
          Up on everything
          
          

Tired of feeling sick to my stomach
          Demons inside command me
          
          They're saying crush it, break it, smash it
          Kill 'em all!
          Laugh as it falls away
          I won't dodge another silver bullet
          Just to save a little face
          
          I want you to know, I want you to see
          I want you to look beyond your own eyes
          Past your afflictions
          
          How many people really care?
          How many will be standing?
          I'll light the match, the flame, the fuse, the bomb
          Rescue the world from slavery
          
          I wanna torch it, burn it, scorch it, stomp it out
          Laugh as it blows away
          I won't eat another rotten apple
          Though I've grown to like the taste
          
          I want you to know, I want you to see
          I want you to look beyond your own eyes
          Past your afflictions
          I want you to hurt, want you to bleed
          I want you to look beyond your own face
          Past your infections
          
          I'm taking back control with my knuckles
          
          
          Smash it, burn it, break it, kill it
          
          
          I want you to know, I want you to see
          I want you to look beyond your own eyes
          Past your afflictions
          I want you to hurt, want you to bleed
          I want you to look beyond your own face
          Past your infections
          
          

One day the shadows will surround me
          Someday the days will come to end
          Sometime I’ll have to face the real me
          Somehow I’ll have to learn to bend
          And now I see clearly
          
          All these times I simply stepped aside
          I watched but never really listened
          As the whole world passed me by
          All this time I watched from the outside
          Never understood what was wrong or what was right
          I apologize,
          
          One day I’ll face the Hell inside me
          Someday I’ll accept what I have done
          Sometime I’ll leave the past behind me
          For now I accept who I’ve become
          And now I see clearly
          I apologise.
          

I didn't do it just to make you happy 
          I do it for the ones still clapping. 
          You're stuck on the fence 
          and I'm over it.
           It's easy from the outside, 
          you're fighting to get in. 
          It's not all gold and glory, 
          I gave my life for this. 
          They never fail to judge me 
          no matter who I am,
          I can't change my story 
          but I'll do the best I can.

Yeah, and if I'm ever at the crossroads
          and start feeling mixed signals like Morse code
          My soul start to grow colder than the North Pole
          I try to focus on the hole of where the torch goes
          In the tradition of these legendary sports pros
          As far as I can see, I've made it to the threshold
          Lord knows I've waited for this a lifetime
          And I'm an icon when I let my light shine
          Shine bright as an example of a champion
          Taking the advantage, never copping out or cancelling
          Burn like a chariot, learn how to carry it
          Maverick, always above and beyond average
          Fuel to the flame that I train with and travel with
          Something in my eyes say I'm so close to having the prize
          I realise I'm supposed to reach for the skies
          Never let somebody try to tell you otherwise.
          One love, one game, one desire
          One flame, one bonfire, let it burn higher
          I never show signs of fatigue or turn tired
          cause I'm the definition of tragedy turned triumph
          It's David and Goliath, I made it to the eye of
          the storm, feeling torn like they fed me to the lions
          Before my time start to wind down like the Mayans
          I show 'em how I got the grind down like a science
          It sounds like a riot on hush, it's so quiet
          The only thing I hear is my heart, I'm inspired
          by the challenge that I find myself standing eye to eye with
          Then move like a wise warrior and not a coward
          You can't escape the history that you was meant to make
          That's why the highest victory is what I'm meant to take
          You came to celebrate, I came to cerebrate
          I hate losing, I refuse to make the same mistake

 Life just sucks when all you know is the bottom
          It's not your choice, there's no escaping it
          Get up and run as far as you can
          Head to higher ground while there's a chance to live
          
          Up on the mountain I see down below.
          It's easy to lose yourself I know.
          Can't hear what you're shouting, I'm deaf to your show.
          It's easy to lose your self control.
          
          Everybody gets high, everybody gets low
          
          Life can be such overdose
          
          Up on the mountain I see down below
          
          It's easy to lose yourself I know in the in between
          
          Life's so dark when everyday is a struggle
          
          Why go out and see the world on fire
          Don't let your mindset become what controls you
          
          Speak right now and make the choice to grow. I won't let pain get in my way
          
          I can't have silence claiming me
          We have strength in numbers.
          To get us through the day
          
          No compromises to be made, this is war.

I'll never know what led me down that path,
          what made me lose my grasp.
          But now the years have passed and I know in my heart,
          no matter where I am. I won't follow that path.
          There are things that I've said there are people I've hurt,
          there are moments in time when I've been down in the dirt 
          and I know that it's hard to let go of our pasts 
          but in each one of us there is hope for fresh starts.
          
          So if I hurt you, if I let you down just remember we were close, we were down.
          I found life, I found this and it's all of your strength that got me through it.

Feelin' like I snap so frayed from the tension
          Breaking the connection, chasing my redemption
          Looking in the wrong place for perfection
          I brought a piece of the road into the peace of my home
          Its the cornerstone of every bit of peace that I've known
          But this fever to roam, I can't leave it alone
          It claws at my flesh and it's deep in my bones