Decoy

I think I feel some motivation coming back for IT. I’ve been rereading it to try to get myself back into it. Although I’m not sure if my best efforts are good enough. 

A story with my rants about my hyperfixations might be a good way to get myself back into writing. They change all the time too so that’ll be dope. Could be a little educational as well. 

Love story with horses? Very tempting. Perhaps a short story so I can work on making things short. Hmm  Character designs are already in my head so perhaps this will become an endeavor of mine. 
          
          
          Might even add in some fantasy elements and make a whole new world. Not sure...
          
          
          Why have I been so obsessed with horses recently I swear I’m not a horse girl I’ve just been playing too much red dead. 
          
          
          I just need to get some sort of content out :/

Y’all wanna see my dream journal? I’d have to edit out personal stuff but I’ve always found dream journals interesting. Just thought I could supply you guys with something until my brain decides to obsess over IT. 

Is 2000 words actually acceptable for a chapter? Like is that too much? It’s not like my story is an actual novel but I’d hate for them to be too short.

Honestly just gonna wait until I hyperfixate on IT again to even think about writing it. I can’t even force myself to write it anymore. So hopefully my hyperfixations will cycle back to Innocent teenagers so I can at least write up to more juicy shit. I’m going to leave it unpublished until I can write a larger chunk of it. 

I’ll be real, I only re uploaded IT so that I could see how long it takes to read. 

The potential a gunslinger protagonist has is astonishing... I might just do it.

Might fuck around and write a story set in the 1880s just so that I can have horses in it.

Why is it that no matter how many times I proofread my chapters, mistakes sneak their way into the final draft?