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Chat guess who's back

I'm so so sorry for your loss :( I hope your grandpa is living in wonderful bliss up in heaven ♡ 

Honestly some emotional shit just went down in my life (past announcment) but I think I'm doing so much better as a person. Love you all! I hope you guys are happy and healthy this summer! (Summer for me at least)

When I said goodbye to you before my trip to Boston, I didn't think it would be for the last time. If I could go back in time and spend more time with you, I would. I still can't believe you're gone. I can't imagine what my life back home will be like without you. I already miss your smile and your stupid jokes and your random conversations that I couldn't wait to get out of. I'll miss you a lot. It will be even harder to try and forget because everyone else that I love will be missing you, too. I love you, don't ever forget that. Grandpa, I never knew I would wake up to knowing this. Every time I see a picture of you I think, "He's my grandpa! Yeah, he's the funny one, I'll see him next weekend actually!" But that time will never happen again. I know grandma will be depressed without you, even if you argued a lot. A few days ago, she talked about how she planned for the day but you always changed those plans. I wonder if she will miss having her plans thrown off. Anyways, I know I was never religious, but have you seen heaven yet? I bet it's as beautiful as you always say it will be. I love you. Goodbye. I'll never forget you.

GUYS I JOINED DANCE WHILE I WASNT ON THIS APP AND I HAD MY REICTAL YESTERDAY AND THE DAY BEFORE AND I ATE DOWN!! I DID JAZZ BUT IM THINKING OF DOING LYRICAL OVER THE SUMMER WITH MY FRIEND! IM ALSO GETTING BETTER WITH MY NAIL BITING AND IVE BEEN WORKING ON MY APPEARANCE AND MY HAIR IS SUPER DUPER HEALTHY LOL AND I CAN DO MAKEUP NOW AND I HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS A LOT MORE AND IVE BEEN HELPING OTHER PEOPLE GET OVER THEIR ADDICTIONS ON I AM SOBER AND  MOTIVATING PEOPLE AND ITS SO NICE ALSO MY GRADES ARE GOING UP AND I READ PHYSICAL BOOKS MORE OFTEN AND I GOT INTO A GREAT SUMME RPROGRAM THAT WILL HELP MY EDUCATION AND THEY WILL PAY FOR MY FUTURE EDUCATION AND IM GOING TO SEE MY DAD THIS USMMER AND IM GOING TO DISNEY AND I MIGHT FINALLY LEAVE TEH CONTINENT OF NORTH AMERICA WHICH IS OMG FINALLY UGH MY LIFE HAS BEEN SO AMAZING THESE PAST FEW MONTHS AND I HONESTLY HAVE NO LIFE REGRETS AND TO BE HONEST I FEEL BETTER THAN I HAVE EVER FELT IN MY WHOLE LIFE! I ONLY HAVE 1 A- AND MY LOWEST GRADE IS A 92 AND IM SO PROUD FO MYSELF ALSO IVE BEEN LEARNING TURKISH TO SPEAK WITH MY RELATIVES AND I THINM I'VE GOTTEN PRETTY FAR BUT NOT FLUENT YET AND IVE BEEN FEELING BETTER ABOUT HOW I LOOK AND FINALLY GAINED THE CONFIDENCE TO WEAR MORE REVEALING OUTFITS PLUS IVE BEEN EGTTING MORE EXERCISE, EATING HEALTHIER, AND OVERALL FEEL SO MUCH BETTER THAN WHEN I WAS LAST ON THIS APP

Still remembering the time you called me a rap god for writing poetry lmao
          
          Unfortunately, I'm not that good
          
          I still write often tho lol

spring break is over!! yk what that means, gotta delete 300+ contents of my chrome history because my mom is gonna take my phone away again!! YAAYYYY!! (I think they figured out I've been using my laptop after they take my phone so I gotta delete stuff from that too! so fun!

I'm so bored

Me resisting the urge to say "GRR RUF RUF BARK BARK BARK ARF ARF AWOOO GRR RUF RUF" in response to everything because I've been conditioned to bark at everything in text because of all of the alpha male wolf jokes me and my friends make

I'm about to die of boredom rn because my grandparents and someone idek is over rn for Oscar party or wtv and I don't wanna go to the basement to see them so I'm stuck in my room bored ugh