you were and are one of my first online friends and i could and still can feel a deep attachment to you from so far. i think about how it fell apart in just a click. and even though we can think of numerous ways to prevent all of it and regret it, but what is done is done. we cannot change it. you're an amazing soul and one of the truest friends i have ever met. i have never met a person as confident and amazing as you, and i know you'd flourish. your thoughts are gold. you are pure gold. always know your worth. i know you changed a lot after what happened and i know you've suffered a lot in past. but you're still here. amazing. hurting, but trying to be good and nice and helping. after whatever happened before, you didn't lose yourself. you're so strong, you're my role model. you're pretty and unique and always cheerful. you're at your best and i know you maybe will not read it, and if you do then you may not reply, but i don't care. i love you. i'd cross seven oceans for you if you need me. i hope you're happy back in your hometown and leading a peaceful life and found lots of amazing people and i hope you family is healthy and holding together and aly is amazing. tell her that my brother isn't cute. and have an amazing life and eat lots of good stuff ❤ i love you forever and will always remember you