deerchenle

schools shit and i just wanna spend time with my girlfriend, she goes to another school so it sucks, she's also in their play and on fridays and saturdays she is there till 9pm on the friday and like 5pm on the saturday. and when im on my phone i can only be on it for 30 mins at a time....
          
          ugh i need help hahaha

lol anyone alive? im actually not coping atm hahahahaha k m s

binch about that joint account... i have idea. 

but honestly kms rn. im rlly good friends with a guy in yr 12 right, and i swear he likes me, he has a gf, i have a bf, i asked him yesterday if he likes me and he said yes. then around 2 hrs later he said he cant talk to me anymore :( like you cant fucking do that to someone, and he fucking just realised hes fucking 3 and a half years older then me after ive said im younger then him like 50 million times. if anyone got ways of coping, hmu :) xD

@SkyeWriters anytime <3 i'm always here okay x

ugh kms. i had a performance on the drums for a school assembly as a filler, and i dropped my drum stick twice..... :( but what made the assembly even better is that someone elbowed another kid :) and the kid that elbowed him, got suspended, so that put a little bit of life into the assembly!!! but i was so embarrassed because i stopped the song...

im
          dying
          like
          for
          real
          
          i have this dumb ass music thing for school, right?
          and i play the drums~!
          so im playing this fucking hard as michael jackson hit mix mash-up with (in order); billie jean, beat it, bad, thriller.
          
          i legit just turned around and my dog is lying on the floor staring at me like "tf is wrong with you. go away." except shes being cute xD
          
          so this happened xD and the performance is on thursday night and i have a 2 hour rehersal on the thursday morning >~< im also currently writing this my time, wednes

god i love my life idk y but i dooooo
          
          my grandmother took me to sephora yesterday
          she bought me heaps of makeup
          i looked omg amazing
          i didnt even recognize myself
          and i felt so pretty
          which is new
          and ive never liked makeup or anything like that before xD
          and the ppl that work at this restaurant r so nice
          one of them was like, do u want anything?
          and im like, soda water ples
          hes like, oki.
          and im like, tanksssssss.
          and legit
          all the staff r so nice to me
          but the hot chips
          had fucking
          pepper
          on
          them

Wah.... what has happened to my life?!?
          
          I got a boyfriend :)
          
          He is the sweetest thing I could ever imagine, sweeter then my ex, which btw he called me 'desperate' and said I'm using my boyfriend as a rebound and that my boyfriend shouldn't expect it to last long.... so I currently am not happy with my ex!!
          
          Apart from that, my life is actually decent for once....! I have to play this cool ass Michael Jackson remix on the drums... I'm so nervous.. it's actually quite hard!!
          
          
          Wish me luck!!

I'm so glad I stumbled upon your account  <3