@defendinghumanity
⠀⠀⠀╱⠀⠀⠀carly got me thinking of them again so cb nd specify..⠀⠀⠀'ll make a new theme for them later <3
/ and if i said angst on 9S (pls ignore me being on chishiya i didn’t wanna change accs..) :3
“..be careful, you idiot. you’re gonna get yourself fatally hurt.” 9S stated bluntly, sighing deeply. “you’re lucky i-“ he hesitated. “..you’re lucky you’re my friend.” he cleared his throat.
┎ @ninesuffering . . . 6D glanced up from the floor , expression under their visor flickering slightly as they acknowledged 9S 's concern . they wore a nonchalant expression , attempting to downplay the severity of the situation . ❝ i know . . . i know i 'm pushing it sometimes , i guess i forget i 'm not made for combat . . ❞ they sighed , looking up to him . ❝ . . . i 'm glad to have you looking out for me though , i promise i 'll try my best not to get myself fatally hurt . ❞ their sentence stopped there , despite the way they seemed to want to comment on the hesitation . . . yet made no move to .
/ . wattpad can’t keep me down for long!!!!
used to be rosepetalsfall-_ btw—the one with the gunner nier oc
@defendinghumanity / . ye it be a jerk…but i is back! and i replayed nier automata! got full lore knowledge back in my brain
@uselessgoddess-_ ╱ WELCOME BACK !!! what happened to your main omg </3 i noticed wattpad got to you too </3
/ I PROMISE I’LL GET TO OUR CURRENT ONE BUT TAKE A NICE FLUFFY CONFESSION TO MAKE UP FOR MY ANGSTY ONE <3
“6D.” his voice was quiet, as if were were somewhat nervous. he swallowed thickly, keeping his head down. “c- can i tell you something? ..really important.” could he really do this? 9S was so scared of rejection. but better to get rejected then keep his feelings hidden, right?
┎ @ninesuffering .. ╱ okay totally random but ,, ily and your literacy frfr <33 you have sm talent && it always shows in your writing && characterization . you impress me every time we interact <33 /pos /gen 6D stayed quiet as they let him figure out his words ,, eyebrows furrowing for a moment . though not in a bad way , heavens no , it was more so in a way about them realizing they 've never seen him this way , not this embarrassed or nervous . it was as endearing as it was new to them , they almost couldn 't help but smile just from thinking about it . the whole emotions is prohibited thing crossed their mind at the mention of it , he said he had broken it many times before — but perhaps they had broken the rule just as many times too . because even just now they couldn 't help the way they felt themselves get flushed over hearing the word love be used in the same sentence as them being addressed , ❝ feelings . . . for . . . me ? ❞ 6D echoed , softly in a mumble , their breath hitching in their throat for a moment as they tried to swallow down the sudden rush of emotions that coursed through their systems . they had heard of such a thing when reading about humans who lived here long before , but to be hearing such words come from 9S himself had their eyes widening ever so slightly . it was moments like these that they were thankful for the blindfolds they wore . ❝ i . . . ❞ they started , breathing in another short intake of air , now growing nervous themselves . it was almost relieving to hear that what they had been experiencing around him , he had been going through as well . it was mutual . . . ❝ 9S . . what . . what are you saying ? ❞ they asked softly , afraid that perhaps this could 've been too good to be true . love . . . was that what this could be considered as ? was that the label to all the feelings and stuff they were feeling ? all this time they had just thought their systems were malfunctioning . . . but perhaps not ?
“uhm..” he trailed off, about to say a quick ‘never mind,’ before he decided against it at the last second. he closed his eyes, embarrassed. “i, well.. you know how emotions are prohibited? i’ve broken that rule, so many times. we both know this. but this one.. this is different.” he inhaled deeply, then exhaled. “i didn’t think we’d ever been programmed to love. but that’s.. that was until i spent so much more time with you. i didn’t know what it was. hell, i even asked 2B, but she just told me to worry about our mission.” he sighed deeply. “until i finally realized what it was. i had /feelings/ for you. more accurately, i would feel my systems heat up when i was near you—hell, they’re heating up even now.” he admitted, embarrassed, before he continued, “my head would spiral, as if i was in a trance whenever i looked at you. i thought it was admiration at first, maybe.” he said quietly. “but i realize that now, it.. it was love.”
┎ @ninesuffering . . . ╱ I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I CAN 'T DO THIS BRO , THIS IS SO SWEET , TY MWAHMWAH <333 ALSO TAKE YOUR TIME BABES OMG <33 NO RUSH :] 6D 's head turned when they heard their comrades voice , ❝ yes , 9S ? ❞ however , their expression seemed to soften up ever so slightly when they took notice in his body language . this had to have been serious if he was acting in this manner . ❝ of course , what seems to be the matter ? ❞
his breath hitched, and he fell to his knees. “6D,” 9S weakly called out, lifting his head just slightly to look at them. “don’t.. don’t leave me here, okay?” he swallowed, it hurt to speak. “I know that ‘m gonna die. but.. but please, don’t leave. not until i’m dead,” he pleaded. he was nearly gasping for air, his body trembling. “6D.” he called out again, his voice softer. “i love you. so much. i- i didn’t know what it was before,” he laughed dryly. “does the no emotions rule still apply if i’m on my deathbed?” he tried to smile, but it seemed to take so much out of him. “even if it does, i don’t care.” he let his eyes fall closed for a few seconds. “i just wanted to tell you how i felt..” he paused to go into a coughing fit, spitting out blood. “before it was too late.”
/ HIIIII, DO YOU LIKE MY GIFT /lh
it astonished them , really , but they didn 't mind . . . at least this way they could attempt to memorize his voice into their systems as a last hope . ❝ and i 'll be here until your eyes close , i promise . ❞ his words came as a surprise to them , moving back slightly in order to look at him . they recognized how his eyes could barely stay open , so instead they opted for bringing him close , placing their hand on the back of his head in an attempt to hold him gently . who would 've thought this was where they 'd get to do this for the first time ? ❝ . . . i 'm glad it 's me , though . . ❞ they admitted softly , their own eyes closing in hopes to ignore the emotions that swelled in their hues . the pain and love they held turning into tears , begging to be heard .
[ 4/4 . I AM SO FUCKING SORRY HOLY SHIT-
UHM.
MY BAD :SOB: /GEN ]
╱ unfortunately i can't say i don't , because i do : pensive : /lh ( STOP , YOU'RE SO SWEET OMG </3 THANK YOUUU , THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME , CRYINGGG <33 also uh , pls lmk if you want me to write less ,, i tend to get carried away w/rp and turn into adv lit and i'm sorry for that LMAO also don't feel pressure to match either , pls , like i said , i just tend to get carried away </3 i'm so sorry , just lemme know what's good and / or better for you or preferred LMAO
❝ . . . but i 'm glad you told me anyway . ❞ his attempt to tease , to make the atmosphere more lighthearted or at least a bit less dim had put a soft smile on their face . a bittersweet one . one of memories and yearn , was this what love was truly about ? ❝ . . you have never changed , have you , 9S ? ❞ they commented , though a positive one , one that made their gaze linger over him once more , almost enamored by the way he seemed to be handling this outwardly . ❝ but don 't get used to it , it 's a one time exception , you know . ❞ they attempted to joke lightly , knowing there were still so many things that were going to be left unsaid .
however , their frown soon returned again as he erupted into coughs , a deep inhale as they shook their head , ❝ that 's why , you 're going to strain yourself further . ❞ but perhaps that wasn 't such a bad thing ? maybe his suffering would be over sooner . . . it was terrible to think about , such a fate arriving at your door that is . though their thoughts were broken when they felt him lean towards them and their touch , noticing how he tried to return the hold , something that instinctively made them pull him closer without even really thinking . ❝ perhaps that rule should be broken in some cases . . i think this warrants that , don 't you think ? besides , perhaps some people were worth breaking code for . ❞ emotions are prohibited . . . something they couldn 't seem to care about in this moment , instead they were more focused on hanging onto every word he said . how was he so talkative in this situation ?
[3/4-]
hearing how small his voice was , nothing like the usual cheery 9S they were used to travelling with . another hit with reality , another step towards the end . they hated it , almost , anyhow . . . they felt conflicted , for on one hand they hated how his suffering and pain seemed to prolong , they hated knowing he was in pain , almost wishing they could end it faster for him , just for a chance he wouldn 't have to ache longer than he has now .
where the other piece of them was grateful they could spend just a few more wanning moments with him , a chance to remember him , to take him in if this was really it . they wished this was a cruel , sick nightmare given to them by a logic virus of some sort , perhaps that would mean he would come back to them , like he would be right besides them when they woke up in the morning with a kiss to their forehead . like a normal human couple would . like people who weren 't in this situation , these cruel circumstances . but that wasn 't what this was , that wasn 't their reality . and it would never be their reality . and this reality was slowly crashing in on them , wasn 't it ?
the confession was everything they had hoped to hear , but the circumstances almost felt like a way for life to mock them . but that didn 't matter in that moment . . . in that moment , all that mattered was making him comfortable enough to not have a restless or empty death . . . they would have time to be angry later . but that time was not now . so instead they swallowed down the emotions that kept swelling and filling their lungs and instead gave a soft nod . ❝ after learning what love means , how could i not ? ❞ they breathed out softly , a dry laugh following after it , ❝ i don 't think there 'd ever be a right time to confess , not with the weight we carry . ❞ and perhaps it was true , but still , they couldn 't help but feel a sense of relief knowing their feelings were returned .
[2/4 , hopefully-]
╱ getting to replies && sending starters now <33
feel free to drop anything in the meantime while i send everything out <3
/ kisses you uwu! /j /j /j
THIS IS SATIRE I PROMISE
╱ cb && specify if you wanna && i 'll get to things soon hopefully ,, watching a movie rn though so bear w/me <3
⧸ me when i finally get their mbs out frfr
“6d! are you alright?” 9s frowned, a worried expression on his face despite the blindfold he wore to cover his eyes. the android seemed quite concerned, especially because the enemies always kept growing in strength the more time that passed. he simply cared for them, and wanted to make sure that they were alright after every fight. “uhm.. do you need me to do anything? or, er, is there anything i can do to help you, maybe? ..just in case?”
┎ @ninesuffering .. they couldn 't help but give a soft laugh at that . . . perhaps he was right . ❝ right then . . if that 's what 's wanted . ❞ besides , was there any reason to act tough now anyhow ? it didn 't really seem like it . . . so they assumed it was safe to drop their guard and formalities for the time being . 6D gave a hum , ❝ wrong ? i don 't think so , as long as command doesn 't find out that is . ❞ there was a slight sense of playfulness in their tone , turning to face him properly so he could check on them more efficiently and without any unnecessary issues . ❝ . . . but don 't worry , i won 't tell anyone . ❞ their tone was still there , though now paired with the flash of a grin . ╱ NAHHH ,, IT 'LL BE FINE , I CAN ACT NORMAL WHEN I NEED TO SMH /lh well you 're lucky cause i do ,, i love you a lot actually : grin :
“don’t try to act all tough now, 6D.” he murmured, letting out a quiet sigh. he just wanted the best for them—but why? he didn’t know, but he’d go great lengths to help them and do whatever he could to keep them alive and safe. that’s all he knew. “hmph.. good. just wanna make sure you stay healthy, and normal. that’s not wrong, is it?” he attempted to be a light tease, trying to lighten the mood. now, finally, a real smile, albeit a small one, appeared on his features after he watched them take off the blindfold they wore. “mhm, there really is no harm in it at all,” he agreed, letting out a nervous chuckle.
/ OH NO, SHOULD I REGRET MY CHOICES /lh smh you better fucking love me /lh /hj
┎ @ninesuffering .. their composure seemed to soften a little bit more despite trying to mask it , a lingering thought of the whole ❛ emotions are prohibited ❜ rule in the back of their mind . ❝ i suppose the help could be needed . . ❞ 6D murmured , trying to seem unbothered . . more so for the code rather than themselves . than his next words hit their ear and they paused their movements for a second , almost cursing themselves in their mind for such a thing . their head turned to look at him fully , giving a soft nod in response . ❝ . . alright , if it means that much to you , then i 'll keep coming to you for help . ❞ it almost frightened them in a way , letting themselves experience such a thing ,, though they didn 't know why . . after all the hoards of machines they have faced ? why was this getting their composure to slip instead ? at the mention of letting him check on them , they gave another nod , reaching up to undo the blindfold that covered their eyes . ❝ well , i see no harm in a small look . ❞ they gave a slight smile , deciding to put whatever . . . emotions . . . that was running through their systems away to the back of their mind for now . . or for as long as they could anyhow . ╱ SCREAMS && CRIES && TWIRLS MY HAIR && GIGGLES AND MANY OTHER THINGS /lh i love you frfr , i owe you : hand_over_mouth :