definetly_n0t_Coal

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definetly_n0t_Coal

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My dog died recently.
          
          I don't feel like doing anything at all now.
          
          Lets just say, i was 7 when i got her.
          And im 14 now, she was still young!
          
          I wish i could've done more for her.
          Agh.
          I feel bad.
          
          She was like a sister to me- like i kept forgetting she was a dog.
          
          I mean, we had our ups and downs- but deeply we loved each other and had a very strong bond.
          
          I- i didn't expect her to die so soon.
          I don't know what to do
          
          And what makes it worse, is that i have seen her only once in half a year of this year. 
          Im- i feel guilty.
          I feel so fucking guilty.
          
          So many people died this year, yeah i was sad- but they weren't close to me, i only knew them as creators.
          
          Lets just say, yes i had pets before that died.
          But she isn't a pet.
          She is family.
          
          Hhhhhhh
          
          Im probably overreacting im sorry, i just never lost anyone close to me- so i can't handle this.
          Mostly not in the situation im in rn.