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My dog died recently.
I don't feel like doing anything at all now.
Lets just say, i was 7 when i got her.
And im 14 now, she was still young!
I wish i could've done more for her.
Agh.
I feel bad.
She was like a sister to me- like i kept forgetting she was a dog.
I mean, we had our ups and downs- but deeply we loved each other and had a very strong bond.
I- i didn't expect her to die so soon.
I don't know what to do
And what makes it worse, is that i have seen her only once in half a year of this year.
Im- i feel guilty.
I feel so fucking guilty.
So many people died this year, yeah i was sad- but they weren't close to me, i only knew them as creators.
Lets just say, yes i had pets before that died.
But she isn't a pet.
She is family.
Hhhhhhh
Im probably overreacting im sorry, i just never lost anyone close to me- so i can't handle this.
Mostly not in the situation im in rn.