defosukee

Also, I joined wattpad as a literal child, I was around 12 when I made this account and 11 when I made my first account. I didn’t know the dangers of the internet at that age and my parents let me run wild. I was alone a lot as a kid and I wanted the comfort of love and security from others that I never got from those who it mattered most from. So, while none of this excuses my past behavior and the writings I did I hope it clears up my past.

defosukee

Also, I joined wattpad as a literal child, I was around 12 when I made this account and 11 when I made my first account. I didn’t know the dangers of the internet at that age and my parents let me run wild. I was alone a lot as a kid and I wanted the comfort of love and security from others that I never got from those who it mattered most from. So, while none of this excuses my past behavior and the writings I did I hope it clears up my past.

defosukee

 Logging into this account in 2023 is honestly nostalgic. As a kid I had a horrible home life and coming on here was a form of coping for me, a way to have an outlet. I did a lot of really strange and gross things while I was a kid and I used characters that were around my age to explore my identity. Now, reflecting as a whole adult I realize the mistakes I made and my parents also made. I was given unrestricted internet access and I craved attention and validation from others. Looking back at the works I had deleted or privated I feel ill sometimes but I believe it helped form me into who I am now. Thank you for those who helped me along the way.