I'm sorry I couldn't update my stories, I'm tormented by Jonghyun's death. Devastated was an understatement, I don't know if I could update for the next days, all of it was just too overwhelming, Jonghyun was one of my motivation in life bc he spoke for the minority and tried to actually make a change. I actually felt safe when I'm listening to his songs and hearing the news broke my heart. I know I'll be okay soon, that's what Jonghyun would want. So for now, I'll be taking a short break (probably a week or less) I'll be back in a few, thank you so much !!