Giovanna

you think you know heartbreak until you know heartbreak

this problem will have its place

i feel so helpless right now I can’t even write to explain it

merry christmas  

I literally didn’t show up to a party the tonight because I didn’t fucking feel like it. I never told them I was or wasn’t coming, but I still didn’t show just cause I didn’t feel like it. I feel like shit but I also don’t feel anything. Also I need someone to text me back or imma flip my ass but I’m a hypocrite cause I also never text back

I hope you’re doing ok. You deserve the world. But you don’t deserve what you’re feeling right now. You are so strong. 

i love when friends stop supporting you. when they insinuate that you don’t deserve what you get, even when you’ve worked really hard for it. when they may not know the implications of their words, but you already miss what your friendship used to be like when the words leave their mouth.  

why do I let that one thing always fucking consume me and my anxiety runs fucking wild how do I make it stop

I love staying up all night stressed the fuck out

I love the constant struggle between wants to be myself and wanting to impress my parents