I think life would be much easier for myself if I just didn't talk, kept silence, I think it will avoid me from hurting others even if I'm hurting inside
One was because I forgot my graphics file because I was running late and had other things on my mind and the other one was because I didn't ask to take my school jumper off.
@demensgunus heh wow, unfortunate, why though? I think my language teacher is trying to avoid me, I don't know and I'm not sure if she guessed my sexuality or is it because of my dark suicidal thoughts? Don't know really :D
What I don't understand is why my "friends" don't like me, they always tell me how much of a good friend I am but then they go and not invite me to stuff and hide stuff from me
I got a really rare chance to have someone to talk to, to talk about the things I can't tell anyone, a chance to tell someone how I really feel deep inside, but know my mum thinks I don't need the rare chance