claire

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hi. it's claire. i just wanted to update you on what i've been up to so far. i've been trying really hard on my studies, and this consumes most of my time. out of the seven days i have in a week, i only get two days off school. this has been hard for me to adapt to, especially when it comes to writing. friends, i'm gonna be honest here. i've completely lost my passion for writing. i've lost it and i'm not sure if i'll ever get it back. you can see it with my story updates that i don't write anymore. i'm sorry. i know some of you were looking forward to my stories and i'm sorry i disappointed you. i'm not gonna beat around the bush anymore─i'm leaving wattpad. for real this time. i won't be updating anything anymore (as if i ever did). i won't be deleting anything, because i'd like to think that there's still hope, that someday i'll have my muse back and write like i used to. but for now, i'll be gone. i'm sorry, again, for disappointing you. i also apologize if my words right now are a mess, but i'm just typing out everything i'm feeling right now. i love you all, even though i don't know you. i love writing, but i'm not sure if it's meant for me. farewell.

hi.
          i just wanted to let you know that i deleted two of my stories today (give me love and brides) because of major writer's block. (honestly, it's almost been a year since i last updated gml talk abt losing inspiration)
          i'm sorry if you're one of the people who's eagerly waiting for an update on any/both stories, only to see that it ends up getting deleted. i feel bad too. but, yeah. i honestly lost all inspiration to write (the last time i updated any of my stories was at march honestly i'm having writing issues now)
          don't worry, though, for this is not the end for both ideas. who knows, i might put them back up (i have them saved on onedrive don't worry) when i finally find the inspiration and write everything i'm planning for the stories. :)
          
          as we say goodbye to two stories, though, there are two new ones coming their way this july & november. i'm writing both for nanowrimo/campnano and they're somewhat connected to each other. watch out for that. :)
          
          in other news, school popped in last week so expect very little activity from me (as if i have any more these days honestly claire). i'll be online every now and then when i get the time (weekends, mostly). hopefully, i can balance writing, academics and a social life this time. 
          
          so yeah. cheers! :)
          
          -claire

where exactly in the Phil do you live? WHAHAHA XD (stalker)

i am so incredibly happy that you did not kill yourself. if you want to talk to me just message me.

Thanks for adding Curls and Pin Straight to your reading list <3

hello. it's claire. i bet you're geting tired of me sending these messages to you, but i felt the need to do so again.
          
          i just wanted to thank you, the one reading this, for everything. i've had a really tough time for the past three weeks that i almost said goodbye. but i got through that with your help. and now, here i am. and so, i want to thank you. for all the love and support you have given/are giving me with every vote, follow and read. you reminded me of my purpose, and how that isn't over yet.
          
          look at us now. with your help, i hit the thousand-vote milestone, and gained almost ten thousand reads on one of my books! again, i want to thank you so much for helping me achieve all these. without you, i could never have gone this far. a writer is nothing without his readers. so thank you, again, for all that you've done. if i could, i'd personally go to your house and hug you tight and give you pizza and watch movies with you. sadly, i can't. so here i am, writing this to you, dear reader/follower.
          
          thanks for sparing some of your time to read this. from the bottom of my crooked heart, i love you.
          
          -claire
          
          p.s.
          my pm box is open 24/7 for anything and everything you want/need to talk about. whether it be to cry with me about orphan black, or you want to request a graphic, or you just want to say 'hello,' i'm all ears. :)

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          I do not know you and probably never will but you do not deserve to die. No one does. You should not judge anyone including yourself by their actions because there is more to a person than that. Nothing is your fault and you do not deserve to die.

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          i may not know you but i want you to know that you do not deserve to die okay pls stay strong yuo are worth it x