Viva La Crew

ok dont add the emoji fuck you wattpad 

@iignisfatuus 

@iignisfatuus keep feeding into my degradation kink i love it

i lived bitch

OH FUCK YOU ALL ARE IN COLLEGE NOW I'M CRYING.
          
          man I miss you guys.

For some reason I can't fucking update the status book on this phone. Goddamnit.
          
          But, hey. After.. a year? I'm back. I'm here, I'm alive. I hope you guys see this.
          
          It's me. Alex. (Well, it's Kei now. I'll explain, contact me on @daegimuru if you all see this or are somehow alive.)
          
          I have lots of explaining to do... and I definitely need to come clean. No more shitting around.
          
          If you guys see this, tell me where the FUCK you all are so I can explain everything at once and let you all know about my situations.
          
          Thanks, and I still love you all. See you guys soon.
          
          - Slinky (Yes, Cat, I'll never forget that nickname you gave me.)

I think we all just need a break.  
          
          This account will be deleted. 
          
          What's done is done.  We were too late. 

" Sol Omnibus Lucet. "
          
          The sun shines on us all.

I haven't been on this account for a long time, but I think this is the only way you'll all see this. Hopefully. 
          
          stop talking bad about each other, you sound like five year olds.
          
          has it really gotten to the point where we're talking shit about each other? I thought we were a family. 
          
          and I've been going through a lot of personal shit right now and now I find out the things you've said about each other? 
          
          honestly, if this drama keeps up, I'm out. I can't deal with that right now. 
          
          so grow up please 
          
          I'm not trying to be mean, but I don't know how else to put this
          
          -ry

It's late at night and this is the only thing on my mind. So naturally in my avid cowardliness, I am going to vomit it all out while no one is online and then later deal with the backlash and hate myself yaaaay (:
          
          merry christmas
          
          We've had a good run, 2 years...that's a long time. That's longer than the life span of the endangered Kardashian marriage. But this group...it's broken. It's been broken for a long time, and no one has really succeeded at fixing it. There are people in the bio I don't even remember anymore. That's sad. There are...new groups being formed.This one has kind of been put in the background where no one has given it attention.
          
          This poor houseplant needed a Phil Lester to care for it but no one really bothered to. Is that a bad thing? Well, I guess it's how you perceive it. I know there are people who are gonna reply to this all like: "No no we're closer than ever!" well, we're not and if everyone isn't willing to fix it then it's not going to be accomplished here. 
          
          At this point I'm completely content with a clean break, a clean slate. I honestly don't know what I'm aiming for here but I just can't keep plastering a smile on my face whenever I notice a crack in this family. Ugh this sucks. Thoughts?
          
          (when your rant is longer than your scholarship reply lmao)