demonic_nightmare513

Guess whose been posting on tiktok and is in the process of posting and hour(ish) long video on youtube?
          
          
          Me.

Its the time of year where homecoming comes around, I have no one but my friends to go with. And all I can wish is to go with a boyfriend or girlfriend to go with. Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas are all coming up around the corner and I have no one but family to celabrate with. On the one hand it feels lonely but on the other it's nice not to deal with drama.

I feel like Eminem, coming back out of no where. But it’s good to be back. Gonna take time to get back into the swing of things but hopefully, this year goes better than last year. Have decent day my demons, devils, and other creatures.

Heyy, long time no see, Asher. I feel like I got to log in after decades.

(Vent post, skip over if you want) 
          
          The amount of mental exhaustion it takes for me to just want to cling to someone who I messed things up with takes a lot. (One person did worse than the other) If it wasn’t for my Sunshine, I would have gone batshit at this point. I haven’t even met them in real life and all I want to do is go back to our old ways and be held. 

Here’s a thing I hate about myself (disregarding all of the other things I hate about myself) for those who care: When I get sick, weather  it allergies or the common damn cold, I feel like I’m dying. And then I have to sit around and think to myself “whatever god there is, THE FUCK CRACK ARE YOU ON?!” Then I have to figure out how to move and get shit done without shaking and my shitty bones hurting.

I love how my favorite nickname is ‘Angel’ and one of my favorite spring time hoodies says Angel on it. 

Hey, it’s been a bit, how are you?

Guess who's back~
          I'm gonna be slowly coming back more.
          Depression hit the a fucking truck but I'm getting better. Also, IT'S SPRING BITCHES! I love spring, my birthday is also in Spring. 
          Quick little recap if you care to know, I changed schools, made four friends, got a boyfriend who is fruity as hell (just because I'm dating something doesn't mean I'm gonna stop flirting with my lovely people on here, you know who you are). I'm also Harry in a play called Puffs so that's taking up most of my time. Also, happy late birthday @Dl_Shadz  I'm sorry I didn't say it on your birthday.

https://youtube.com/shorts/1JTU3GOn4DQ?si=gaPQBsc8v2YPtBSJ