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@leaddancer 
            
            he curled up and continued his pouting.  "  ..  fine."  he mumbled.  "but I'm   /  not  /   talking!  I  —  I can't.  not this time  ..  "

      ``  you don't have to talk to them , but dae-hyun said you need to at least show your face . that's the only compromise I could get for you . `` 

@leaddancer 
            
            he groaned and dramatically tumbled to the ground.  "but  —  but!!  ..  peopleeee!!!"

@leaddancer 
            
            "why not??  is it   /  that  /   terrible of a thing to do?  c'mon  ,  c'mon  —  !!  just this once?"

     ``  no , no  . `` his arms crossed , looking away . ``  i do love you , but there's no way im doing that  . `` 

@leaddancer 
            
            "pleaseeee?"  he whined with a pout.  "I thought you loved meeee??"

@hellsidol 
            
            "the concert today was  ..  a lot.  I wanted a break."

“Why are you hiding for?”

@hellsidol 
            
            "hiding  ..  which apparently I'm doing a bad job at   ,  considering you found me  ..  "

@demurez- 
            
            / ON @idolfunds

/ omg! Spam @demonicrapz

／  BARK BARK 

⁴  he got injured when he was nineteen.  they were in a car accident  ,  one that completely shattered his right leg.  his left was effected to  ,  but merely sustained fractures and simple breaks.  his right leg required various surgeries as well as pins and metal plates to keep the bone in place as it healed.  
            
            the recovery was long.  he had to relearn how to stand and walk.  it was humiliating being in a body he couldn't even use without assistance.
            
            after the bones were completely healed  ,  he continued physical therapy.  even now  ,  years later  ,  he still sees a physical therapist.  it's to keep his leg in proper shape.  they fear setting the team back  —  they do whatever they can to prevent that.
            
            the accident also caused arthritis in his right left.  it's managed with medicine  ,  braces  ,  and injections.  
            
            their mother  ,  as they learned to see her as  ,  was nothing but supportive during everything.  she got him everything he needed to recover.  she retaught them how to dance without complaint.  she was nothing but encouraging when they decided to be an idol.
            
            the healing was long and painful.  even now  ,  the crash still affects them.  the months spent in the hospital also caused their anxiety to rise again.  being away from the world and being around no more than ten people at a time  ..  it messed with their progress.

then a few days later  ,  his case worker appeared.  they expected to be led to the car  ..  shipped off to another home.  it was a routine he was used to.  instead  ,  he was led next door.  he was confused  ..  it wasn't as if their case worker would know of their relation to the kind lady.
            
            she was introduced as his new foster parent.  she assured that she was fostering with the hopes to adopt.  he cried again that day  ,  this time out of joy instead.
            
            her attitude never changed  ,  even after getting to know him more.  the other parents had given up on him the moment they really understood their personality.  she didn't do that.  she helped him through it  —  got him professional help.  she made living easier  ,  she made the world bright.

³  MOON  didn't have a family.  he grew up in foster and group homes.  none of which liked him enough to keep him.  they were   TOO MUCH   to deal with.  bringing him into public was a chore  ,  he wouldn't talk to anyone  ,  he panicked over every little thing.  he wasn't a kid people would be able to love.
            
            it was after another move to another group home that they discovered ballet.  the woman in the house next door gave lessons at her home.  she didn't have many students  ,  but she didn't seem to mind.  
            
            moon would watch in and recreate the moves to the best of their abilities.  he wasn't great at it  ,  but it was fun.  doing it made him the calmest they had ever been in their life.  
            
            eventually  ,  he was caught.  he had expected to be yelled at  —  to be punished just as he always was when they did something wrong.  instead  ,  the woman had been intrigued.  he was permitted to come over and get proper lessons  —  as long as no other students were present.  apparently  ,  they were at a higher level of skill then they should start out with.  his recreations of the moves were what intrigued the teacher so much.
            
            she was kind  ,  criticism only ever constructive  ,  and never with anything more than a firm voice.  she didn't yell  ,  she didn't hit  ..  she just instructed and softly corrected.  it was different  ..  he learned to be comfortable around someone  ,  panic gone.
            
            then they were to be moved again.  they had been absolutely distraught at the news.  running over to her house to share the news while a sobbing and heaving mess.  she calmed him down and promised everything would be okay.  they didn't really believe her  ,  but the words were still comforting.