hal ✌

ok.

You're alone, you're on your own, so what?
          Have you gone blind?
          Have you forgotten what you have and what is yours?
          Glass half empty, glass half full
          Well, either way, you won't be going thirsty
          Count your blessings, not your flaws
          
          You've got it all
          You lost your mind in the sound
          There's so much more
          You can reclaim your crown
          You're in control
          Rid of the monsters inside your head
          Put all your faults to bed
          You can be king again
          
          You don't get what all this is about
          You're too wrapped up in your self-doubt
          You've got that young blood, set it free
          
          You've got it all
          You lost your mind in the sound
          There's so much more
          You can reclaim your crown
          You're in control
          Rid of the monsters inside your head
          Put all your faults to bed
          You can be king again
          
          There's method in my madness
          There's no logic in your sadness
          You don't gain a single thing from misery
          Take it from me

“Fall in love today!” books I read all say
          But you and me aren’t really like a thing, so I’ll read all a million ways
          Winter everywhere, feeling a change in the air
          So blame the season because it’s reason that I long to be over there
          
          Feeling the way I do, it really isn’t fair
          Then I think about the starry night alive and bright
          And yet I still would never dare, LOVE YOU? NO!
          Never gonna say it, no you’re ALL WRONG, ALL WRONG
          
          Why not give a hand already? See? You would agree
          Loving you is harder alone, we’d make a great team
          Why not give hand already? Beat my beating heart
          You’re the only person to blame, start doing your part
          
          Chasing you around, gone up and down with you pretty soon
          Being even more than a friend, ending with “I do”
          What if you’re in love with me, but I really didn’t see?
          Shouldn’t be so hard to figure I’m the only one you need
          
          Love sick is a real disease
          
          Planned on making you mine, failing every time that I try
          All the things that I do to cling
          Are getting old, I’m sure you agree
          Autumn skies in a whirl, changing like a heart of a girl
          Live today without regret or pain,
          Learning from all the errors you made
          
          Hearing how they compliment and praise you all the time
          Can’t help but feel a little pride somewhere inside
          But if it’s from other girls...
          Well, sure, then anyone would be a little worried then, as I said
          
          Why not give a hand? I thought that love would be really sweet
          Loving you is bitter alone, so bad I can’t drink
          Why not give hand? You really beat up my beating heart
          Nothing ever stopping the pain, so why don’t I start
          
          “Love you” is all I wanna steal out of your mouth
          
          Being even more than a friend is all I want now
          Wouldn’t it be funny if you fell for me? Suddenly?
          Why not try imagining stuff? Just seeing where it leads…

aren’t you boring. you need some spice in your life.

Turned the other cheek to these feelings in my heart
          I don’t even know when or where it started
          “No I can’t believe it”
          “gosh I feel so stupid!”
          I’ve told myself these things a thousand times
          Trying to pin the blame, finding someone to accuse
          But I knew inside that these were all excuses
          Putting a smile back on my face again
          I told another white lie

To heaven I fall,
          But straight through the ground
          My heart drunk on its own sound.
          With my skirt all around me
          As my world turns upside down.
          But you were the light
          Igniting my life,
          You were always by my side.
          Thank you for always sticking by me here..
          Your hands slip through mine as they disappear.

@depoeing 
          happy birthday.

happy birthday to me. 

don't apologize anymore. No one will understand how important and special you are because no one can see it. You're talented and funny and honest. You've gone through so much and you don't deserve this treatment. He doesn't deserve your friendship, okay? You're gorgeous, you're different, and you've got so many paths to choose from, so please. You'll get over it honey. ♥♥ I'm here for you no matter what. 

someday i hope that a man will love me for me and not just because they know I like them.