common cold

i've been so so busy lately, i promise i'll try to update soon. there's so much stuff going on rn /: 

my new chapter sucks and so does my whole story don't read it 

nut

i'm such a bad writer lol!!! 

i'm such a bad writer and person oml 

i promise that i am working on my story, just have a busy life and major writers block (: 

my fanfic has 800+ reads and a 100 votes. wow momma is proud 

i just started crying thinking about the word nut 

i shouldn't be writing smut im actually an innocent gay five year old 

so i've decided to write down my thoughts and post them. WARNING: most of them will be fucking emo. but that's okay bc i find it comforting when i read someone else's emo thoughts and realize i'm not going through a shit hole alone. feel free to read it, feel free to not read it. i couldn't be bothered. but let me tell you, anyone who reads it, will know me better than anyone i consider myself "close" to in my life. it's hard for me to trust people, but i've decided to take a big step, and trust random people on the internet. i've heard it's therapeutic. now i'm just rambling, but you'll have a look inside my mind for a second if you read it.