I am thinking of stopping reading fanfics, don't get me wrong, some of them are really amazing, but since I love reading so much it puts me in the state of forgetting reality and my life, which is not good. I wanna start to live and do things that makes me happy. Thanks for the almost 6 years here.
Nobody cares, but this is the only place I feel save to throw my emotion, so yeah, I went home, I locked my door and I started crying, and I can't stop.
Actually I don't know what to do, but I know that i'm not happy, not truly.