When ever you get on, I hope you get this. I understand what you are going through, it's currently happening to me but if there is anything you need to talk about I'm here. I have talked alot of my friends out if suicide so I won't judge, and to be honest I've thought about that too. Anyway like I said if you ever need someone, ever need a friend to talk to I'm here for you. I hope I can help you even if just a little and I especially hope we can be friends. But if you don't want to talk to me I completely understand, I probably wouldn't trust a stranger either. But I do hope you will atleast say hi. Anyway I hope things get better for you, goodbye.
~Akira Aoi