W.F.W

Hey.

SKSKSKSKSK more bruises 

I need to go back to school shopping, guess I’ll pack my shit n go to my dads rn 

My mind has been so cleared but then shoved with good things I should do...but it does get overwhelming :/

Hahahahahahaba i love it when ppl are yelling st each other loudly right next to me 

Oof my mood, pain, temperature are like a roller coaster rn halp

Went to the hospital, had a nice time there. Doctor saw my scars and stuff so yay

Kmn. Everything hurts. Everything is sore in one place or another. I just wanna tip my hair out and go tf to sleep.

Welp.. didn’t relapse, just got so fed up with not having anything to drink that I spent all my money on cold drinks.. I don’t exactly regret it. 
          Just hate myself to not using it towards treating myself cuz I’ve been just the best sweet little daughter. 
          Getting accused of smoking and drinking, apparently I’m so good at lying that I’m gonna probably have to take a drug test. 
          Thanks Adriane, you’re the best sister. Truly the best. Cuz sending me back into a hell hole that I spent months trying to get out of and just making me want to isolate myself cuz I can’t trust anyone. Not even my family. Thank you, I’ll see you in hell. 

Back to day 1
          Let’s see how long I can last.