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this is just a random rant dont mind me lol. ive lowkey been sad all day bec of the news of Mark leaving, and ive been looking at a lot of posts regarding people's thoughts. Looking back at it, he's been through sm as a kid, and leaving nct at 26 is kinda wild bec he's done so much. SEEING THIS IM IDK SUDDENLY REMINDED OF SOREN, him working since he was a kid and then later retiring in his late 20s. Honestly, when I wrote that chapter and the wishies getting sad, I didn't rlly think much of it and how it could effect someone when your favourite person leaves you after spending sm time together. hahahahah i hate this.

omg happy 1k reads hiraeth, ily soren anderson, i need to make a plushie of him.

i lowkey hate the new wattpad update.

guys, for the third universe. If I made this third version of Soren x Violet. Mortal x immortal. R u like… going to kill me ? LOL. Cause like pshhh, u thought Leo x Selene’s tale is bad?? 
          
          I might actually give this couple like the ending that I was ORIGINALLY going to give Leo and selene. I feel like I was too nice last year,, no? Maybe if I’m feeling nice, I’d change my mind later, idk honestly.

i forgot this account existed lol.

when I suddenly get hit with Jisung content and I fall in love with him again, and now I want to write a story for him. A happy one because all the ones I wrote for him ends in tragedy.

hi guyssss, omg sorry that im never on this account anymore ksjdfks. I was debating whether i should publish the new COTC s2 on this account, but after much thinkinggg, i think i'll just publish it on my main account lol. im planning to just make it onee big and long book, so i'll probs start writing it at the start of 2026, and as per tradition now, I'll write the new nct wish series in the summer. i wanted to end that universe first before moving on to the next one hehe.

HI. ITS EXAM SEASONS WHICH MEANS IM STRESSED AND DEPRESSED, WHICH MEANS I CAN FINALLY COME BACK TO THIS ACC AND WRITE AS MUCH ANGST AS I WANT ❤️ I’ll drop a chapter whenever I feel like crashing out and when I’m on the verge of smashing my laptop bec adobe illustrator decides to crash LMFAOOO.

I swear I’ll try to update soulstice…. sooner or later. But there’s like sm trigger warnings for the next chapters going onwards. BUT THE NEXT CHAPTER WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THEM MEETING WARREN BUT UGHH.

BRO I HAVE SM WORK, BUT I JUST WANT TO WRITE WHAT THE HELLYYYYY. 
          
          btw do u guys just hate it when ur whole feed is just filled with broken and said romance and angst that it breaks ur heart sm, to the point that u hate experiencing that heartbreak, and so you just decide to make one yourself and torture other people bec u dont like being sad by urself. 
          
          yeah, kinda in that mood since August LOLOL. I am becoming like this after I watched that demon slayer movie istg. Im blaming my brother for getting me attached.