despairdotcom

I'm still alive! As said before, my life got pretty hectic. I know I always make you guys wait and wait and wait but I hope that I'll be back soon. Sorry it's been silent for so long it's honestly just been a very odd 2-3 months lol. I want to write as much as you guys want to read but I also don't want to release a slop chapter so yeah.
          	
          	I will be back (hopefully) soon! Thanks for waiting!

Kakuto7D

@despairdotcom Don't worry man, we'll wait 
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despairdotcom

I'm still alive! As said before, my life got pretty hectic. I know I always make you guys wait and wait and wait but I hope that I'll be back soon. Sorry it's been silent for so long it's honestly just been a very odd 2-3 months lol. I want to write as much as you guys want to read but I also don't want to release a slop chapter so yeah.
          
          I will be back (hopefully) soon! Thanks for waiting!

Kakuto7D

@despairdotcom Don't worry man, we'll wait 
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despairdotcom

Sorry for the silence since the last chapter. Honestly Pretty much since I released that chapter my life's gotten pretty hectic (and I've also been very ill the past week lol) No real time for when the chapter will drop but I am aware it's been a long while.

47701013a

Are you interested in the Oshi no Ko manga/anime? if so...
          Would you do a Ai hoshinoxmale reader story someday? 
          It would be great!!!
          I continue to support you in your work, waiting patiently, especially in Nino's story.
          greetings

despairdotcom

Yes, I am very much still alive.
          
          Chapter 40 at just under 3k words. Not even too difficult of a chapter to write but I've been struggling with it for some reason. Maybe it's too many birthday  chapters in close proximity.  I'll talk a bit more about future plans in the author section of CH 40 but as I've said previously.
          
          I will never quit/abandon this story without prior notice. :) It may be a little while before Ch40 but I felt bad about being MIA for essentially 2 months

47701013a

@despairdotcom Take the time you need but don't leave it abandoned, continue until the end, until you consider the complete story, we all support you, good luck!!
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montessalasm10

@despairdotcom do not worry, we understand
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despairdotcom

@pigeonrond Yeah... I think he was going through university or some stuff when he was writing so I guess writing anime fanfiction probably isn't a top priority of his anymore, still hope he comes back one day though.
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despairdotcom

Chapter late because of work... yadda yadda. Good news, I passed my 6 month probation review thingy for work so now I'm officially on the team. 
          
          Which means I don't have to tryhard so much and can relax a little so hopefully I can write some more :) I'll try and get these chapters out soon!

montessalasm10

@ despairdotcom  great 
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despairdotcom

I hate that I've written the Nino story mostly in second person. Most other things I write are In First Person so whenever I go back to Nino I subconsciously write in FP and have to end up going back and changing it all to SP. 
          
          I would just change it to First Person but we're 40 chapters in and I feel like that might be a little Jarring for some, it's not even a huge issue It's just annoying lmao.

Kakuto7D

@despairdotcom Don't worry, your fic is already good as it is. No need to change it.
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despairdotcom

It's almost been a whole year since the Butterflies Nino Fic has been updated :( 
          
          I hope it continues one day, it was my main inspiration after all.

Dantesparda2003

@ despairdotcom  i doubt he continues his Nino fic... 
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Kakuto7D

@despairdotcom I found it after reading your fic but also liked it at lot. The author hasn't said anything about it yet.
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despairdotcom

Nino in the next 24 hours most likely :) It's 85% done.
          
          (I would finish it in the next hour or 2 but I am tired as hell)

TheOverdoseNew

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@despairdotcom fuck yeah! love your work
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Kakuto7D

@despairdotcom Looking forward to it. You inspired me to write my first fic.
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