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psa: 
          
          you know how we're told that we should date for love? that whoever we date, we need to be really sure about? 
          
          throw that mindset out the goddamn door
          
          i will say this once: YOU ARE ALLOWED TO DATE FOR FUN. YOU WILL NOT BE A SLUT OR A WHORE.
          
          why can't we date someone because we like them? it's okay to date someone and NOT have the intention of falling in love. of course, most of us want to find that perfect someone for us. 
          
          but that doesn't mean we can't like other people and date them before we find our soulmate. 
          
          honestly, we should date for fun more often. of course it'll inevitably end in heart break (unless one of them is actually your soulmate, in that case congrats). but you get the chance to say, 
          
          "i dated so-and-so and i liked them a lot."
          
          it's the small things. being able to say you dated someone in middle/high school that you like a LOT at the time feels amazing. even 10 years down the road. 
          
          it's not for bragging rights. it's just a self-victory to be able to say you were with someone you thought was incredibly hot/cute/funny/or all of the above.
          
          many of us have negative views on ourselves so with a small victory such as this, it boosts our confidence just a little bit. 
          
          besides, after all is said and done, it's just high school and you will be okay.

sheesh. life and relationships suck

lol i just finished working an 8 hour shift and i still have shit to do at home hahahaha i actually wanna die

okay listen
          
          prettymuch, they're ALL my babies
          
          but we need to show some love for baby austin bc he hasn't had vocals in a while but he's still being such a supportive friend to the other four. 
          
          a few reasons to show appreciation for baby austin:
          
          1. his vocals are straight fire okay?
          2. his new haircut is the hottest thing
          3. he still seems to enjoy being in the group
          4. he is  s o o o  supportive
          5. his dance skills are 10/10 
          6. he is vv funny
          7. he always gives his best, even though most of the time it's as backup :(
          8. his smile is heavenly 
          9. he's a skinny legend. like out of them all, he is literally the smallest one and he seems happy in his own body and it's actually very inspiring for EVERYONE
          10. he's just such a sweet, lovable person. how can you not love him?

a list of 10/10 songs to listen to: 
          
          1. "Swimming Pools" - Troye Sivan
          2. "On Our Own" - Bruno Major
          3. "Ultimately" - Khai Dreams
          4. "Hostage" - Billie Eilish
          5. "Honey" - Kehlani 
          6. "Angels" - Khalid 
          7. "Better Now" - Etham 
          8. "Hug All Ur Friends" - Cavetown
          9. "this is what it feels like to have a massive crush on someone" - Clinton Kane
          10. "Instagram" - Dean
          11. "Daddy Issues" - The Neighbourhood
          12. "I'm Sorry" - Joyner Lucas
          13. "505" - Arctic Monkeys 
          14. "Confused" - Bigman 
          15. "Jealous" - Labrinth

M A R Y !
          
          THE WEED IS ON IT'S WAY
          
          GET RID OF THE GOD DANG POLICE

we love kaz 

oof i just published my first short story, "notes." 
          
          agh the anxiety is too much

it's currently 6:13 am and i'm leaving for school in like 20 minutes 
          
          but i'm still writing :)

yet again another aesthetic change but this one is vv nice