destielwillREIGN

Y'all I havent been in Wattpad for months and my notification's are blowing up (ive been in ao3)

destielwillREIGN

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Heyy.... I need some judgment or sopport and tbh I just need to rant about sum things. I babysit my step-siblings. I take care of them for 3-4 hours till my step dad gets home. (for the last 4 years)  I also have anxiety but my mom and step dad don't know.  And not to long ago my step step dad yelled at me for screaming at my younger siblings. There about 3 to 5. They. Are. Nightmares. I can't entertain then with TV and they don't play with their bizzilion toys and they make so much mess. They touch and destroy my art stuff, my makeup and they ruin everything. They make a mess of the house and run around yelling and mocking me when I tell them to stop running or to shut up. I just. CANT. they make me loose my shit and they get on my nerves. So I yelled at them. Like, YELLED. at them. scrEamed at them. i also just let them do their things because i can't stand them. I don't hate them , I don't , I lOve my siblings, I would do anything for them. But there just do annoying and I CANT!!! please send judgment or sopport I really need that please!

destielwillREIGN

@destielwillREIGN ahh thank you! I just feel really bad about yelling and I'm so tired of picking up their messes and not being able to get a break. I'm also under age and I'm a very clumsy person and I can barely look after myself, so I really try my best but unfortunately get overwhelmed and just shut down. Thank you though, I just needs to feel comfort and advice!
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CharlieTheWriterr

Honestly I would sell them if that was me  but on a serious note you need to talk to your mum and tell her those little monsters are causing you stress and that they don’t listen to you and don’t feel bad for yelling at them I have yelled at my nephew before because he broke my very expensive eyeshadow palette that my mum got me for Christmas it’s understandable to get annoyed and it’s not like they are bothered when you yell if you ever wanna vent you can talk to me ❤️
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Kermitting_Sewerside

@destielwillREIGN hey! I support you on this, and I completely understand. I only have 1 step-sibling, but he is a hassle. If you are comfortable with it, try telling an adult or dad, whichever you have a closer bond with about your anxiety, and maybe try offering something that would help with your anxiety, whether it be taking a few hours to yourself every other week, or being able to have a few days to yourself every so often.
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destielwillREIGN

Also, with what's happening out in the world is extremely disgusting and cruel and I'm hoping y'all are doing okay. My parents and I are donating to help get people who were arrested out in the protesting and to put the officers who were bystanders to, rest in piece, George Floyd's death. If you ever need someone to talk to even the smallest problem, you can contacting me by messaging me and I promise I won't judge, no matter what. Please be kind to everyone rn (except rasist) and stay safe!✊✊✊✊✊️‍