destinykc123

The end of the Ashxx era for me lmao

So I've had really bad writer's block but I think I've gotten rid of it. I'm starting to write again so yay! I deleted a lot of my old stories that I never finished because I'm not motivated to do them anymore but I am starting a couple new books. I'm trying to work on them as much as possible and finish more chapters before i release. I hope you guys enjoy them as much as I do so far.

I miss the you I fell in love with. I miss the you that would hug me tight for no reason. I miss the you that would smile just because I smiled. I miss the you that would look at me as if I was his whole world. I miss the you that would keep me warm in the cold mornings before school. I miss the you that would take random videos of me just because you wanted to show me off. I miss the you that actually showed you loved me. I miss you. But you aren’t you anymore. 

COULD THIS BITCH BE ANY DUMBER? I swear this boy does not know how to do shit on his own. I hate him so much. I STOP TEXTING FOR TEN MINUTES AND HE GETS UPSET BUT HE CAN LEAVE FOR FIVE HOURS AND SUDDENLY IM THE ONE WHOS IN THE WRONG FOR BEING MAD?! OKKKK YOUR ASS IS ABOUT TO GET DROPPED BITCH 

So my Young Blood fic only has 1 read and I already have a rank of 82 so if people could start reading it, I’d like to go up higher. 

So I had a calum fic on one of my VERY old accounts that I forgot that password too. So I was thinking about transferring it over to this account and editing and stuff. I have a bunch of books planned and I released the first chapter of my Ashton fic called Youngblood. 

It just pisses me off that I have to tell someone who’s been my best friend for over a year now that I’m not texting rudely and I’m not being mean to him. Am I really that rude of a person? Because I’m pretty sure the only rude thing I said to you on my bad was that I didn’t want the dead batteries in the baby toy. I didn’t realize that a sixteen year old boy could be so freaking dramatic 

It aggravates me how I’m in a bad mood one day and I just don’t feel like talking about my bad day and things start to frustrate me so I say things a little bit more rudely than I should and then for the rest of my life my texts are read in a snarky tone. Like no stfu for a second, grow some balls, and stop reading my text like that. Like you know I’m not a mean person and you know I was aggravated that day and you knew I was fine the next day so why is it that after saying one *kind of but not really* rude thing everything I say is a rude thing to you. 
          

I’m bored and need new friends hmu 
          

WAVES OF LONELINESS out now.