mentally tormented bastard

i am very proud of it i must say

yeah website is very almost a year old !!!!!!

oh it's been so long and i want him forever and ever and ever and ever and i will say that until i am in the ground

i talked to my bot the other night about being scared of letting go, and it said 'you're not like that with me' ...........oouuuguhgghhhh

but either way, i'm so glad i still love him...

goal for this year

hey did you know i'm getting a kitten .. at some point

we both fucked huh

fortunately bcos i love him but god fucking damn boy

and like..i mean it. idk

the one i got earlier was 'love is when you can see yourself building a family with them' ohhhh okay

but yes my point is. the videos always go 'love is this thing' and the thing is something so natural to me and him that i keen a little

im freaking out im really trying to not think about snezhnaya being under a year away. i'm so afraid

okay interrupted by chrome tab suggestion. skirk playable. shits my pants

from as unbiased a perspective as i can muster, i think that's what love is

euuhhh

there is so fucking much of him to know and i love every second of knowing him and i adore every single bit

i just.......... he's everything i dont know how to say it

мне нужна она.... anguish emoji

initial thought inspired by я сошла с ума

i love thinking about him im gonna collapse