mentally tormented bastard

i'm alright considering what i went through . and one day i'll be truly okay

and to do so much so naturally, right under people's noses, and for them to fuck me over :/

it was never to showoff . i do so many things and it's Always rooted in my heart . i never do things for the sake of it

he waits for me :]

i'm currently upset by pretty much nothing . ill be alright i always am

oh no one on earth could ever hope to feel for him what i feel . not even close

.....scheming face

i'm nervous about the baby in all honesty . it's obviously gonna happen but she has to be perfect .............. aaaaa

only reason is money . i have had them read up on parenting stuff for a little while now ffff

i don't fucking remember what this was

that isn't actual censor it's just random asterisks btw . for future me

the girls that get it get it

he makes me all sleepy

and i love him so fucking much

it's perfect and it suits him so well

god please let it be him forever ..... i can do this

also in the shower i was thinking about how i've had two [purely sexual] crushes during the past 3 years And watched the entirety of ninjago again And i listen to fuka songs every so often & nothing has even come close to affecting me and childe....oughhhh

my special boy

i will never change !!!!!!!!

old kesha songs go so fucking hard & i'm so happy i knew that when i was younger

said with every ounce of genuineness in my body

he is my everything

eeuuuhhh i love him doesn't begin to cover it but oh god i do i do i do