Devil baby

I’m little and I wanna be held and loved

No joke, I actually want to commit

Very tired very delirious 

I wish a certain person would talk to me, distract me from my bad thoughts and my fears. He always makes everything better.

There is really loud thunder outside and I’m super scared

I *claps* WANT *claps* TO *claps* DIE *claps*

Mental breakdowns at 6:30am are fuuuuuuunnnnn

So,, wasn’t dying,, my body was just going all “hey dumbass, your iron is low because you don’t eat anything but junk food” so I took my vitamins and laid back down. Does anyone even care about these updates? Lmao 

I can’t breathe, my chest hurts, and my arms feel weird. I’m either dying or having a random panic attack at 4:50am.

I wanna get high, be cuddled, and told that everything is okay