Hi everyone,
I hope you are all doing well.
I haven't been on wattpad in what feels like a decade, but I am so glad to finally be back. I hope a few of you are still here, though for those who are not, I truly hope you are all happy and have not forgotten what it was like to be teenagers, reading fanfictions from day to night. I hope you are still dreaming as often, and I hope you are still finding beauty in all the small things you come across.
I just posted a new story called Dear M. This is a story based on my true, recent experience. I am currently experiencing heartbreak, but as much as I want to stop hurting, I am also afraid of not being able to feel the pain anymore; I am afraid of losing our memories, small details of what we did on one sunday afternoon, of what his hair smelled like and how his cheek felt on the palm of my hand, but most of all, I am afraid of forgetting how I felt when I was with him.
So I decided to write, not so much of everything that happened but more so of my thoughts and my emotions- so that one day I can look back and remember it as it was, and I can once again thank the universe for letting our paths cross, even if just for a little bit.
I will never stop being thankful for the opportunity to experience something so pure and so magical, even though it had to end. If you would like to grieve with me, or to simply experience what I did, feel free to give it a read.
All the love,
Devina