devxlxcxous

It's the third month of 2019, almost 4th, and I feel like I've let y'all down. I can't update because of my whole schedule and writer's block. Sure, I've released some books that's coming soon, but I can't seem to find the motivation to write in those books. Instead, new ideas pop in my head about new books that I know won't get finished like Mark's Little Sister and the coming soon books. Yes, I will end up writing in those books again, but when I go to write it all just goes blank whenever I open up the draft, then I give up on writing in that particular book for the rest of the day.
          	
          	I keep telling myself that writer's block is just a phase, that I'll get over it. However, it's a lot easier said than done. I've had writers block for about four(4) years now, and it keeps getting worse I feel like. Maybe it's part of the reason why I struggle a lot in my English classes in school. I've been told that I shouldn't think so hard about it and to just write what comes to mind. I just don't think that they understand how difficult for me to actually do that. I think complicated for a reason when I'm writing because I have a certain way I write and how it should lay out in the end. 
          	
          	I'm sorry for being so inactive that y all will probably forget that I'm here. But I'm pretty forgettable in the end. Again, I'm sorry for the inconvenience for having y'all read this entire message.

nomnomjohnny

is...
          is it really...
          
          
          HAVe mY eyEs dEceIvEd mE?!?!!
          
          
          
          another johnny fan?

nomnomjohnny

@nomnomjohnny 
            awwwwww
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devxlxcxous

@nomnomjohnny my other biases are jaehyun, mark, yangyang, and kun!
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nomnomjohnny

@nomnomjohnny 
            cool! who are your other biases?
            mine are johnny, lucas, renjun and jaemin!
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devxlxcxous

It's the third month of 2019, almost 4th, and I feel like I've let y'all down. I can't update because of my whole schedule and writer's block. Sure, I've released some books that's coming soon, but I can't seem to find the motivation to write in those books. Instead, new ideas pop in my head about new books that I know won't get finished like Mark's Little Sister and the coming soon books. Yes, I will end up writing in those books again, but when I go to write it all just goes blank whenever I open up the draft, then I give up on writing in that particular book for the rest of the day.
          
          I keep telling myself that writer's block is just a phase, that I'll get over it. However, it's a lot easier said than done. I've had writers block for about four(4) years now, and it keeps getting worse I feel like. Maybe it's part of the reason why I struggle a lot in my English classes in school. I've been told that I shouldn't think so hard about it and to just write what comes to mind. I just don't think that they understand how difficult for me to actually do that. I think complicated for a reason when I'm writing because I have a certain way I write and how it should lay out in the end. 
          
          I'm sorry for being so inactive that y all will probably forget that I'm here. But I'm pretty forgettable in the end. Again, I'm sorry for the inconvenience for having y'all read this entire message.