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내 세상 속에
          넌 빛이 되어

I know Nigel’s not happy that when I think of him, I remember him in his last days, in his worst state. I’m guilty but how do I not think of that when I lost him in the worst possible way?

Cried when i watched jeffree star’s vid about getting new puppies coz i can fucking relate. When he said “and im not necessarily healed by any means, i do miss them every single day but my heart is ready for some new babies, some new love” i bawled my eyes out 

Next dogs names: Haru, Neji
          
          Hmmmmmmm

I miss you so much nigel

Last year on my birthday, i cried bcoz thesis but this year i wouldve cried bcoz i miss nigel so freaking much. Boy pls come visit me in my dreams

Had my mom not come home, i would’ve celebrated my birthday just like how i spent it last year— crying

MISS NA MISS NA MISS NA MISS KO NA SI NIGEL

We stan friends who share netflix accounts hahahahahaha promise tapusin ko lang busted season 2 huhu di ko na open ulit

가. 너가 내 옆에 있으니까 자꾸 아픈거같아. 너 때문에 다 낳은 심장이 아프다고