Rose™

WAIT ALSO can't believe I forgot to tell you this but I ACTUALLY FINISHED READING JACK THE AMERICAN GHOST along with the 2nd season cause god damn I didn't care that it costed money I wanted to know what happened next and oh my god I love it so much I LOVE THEM SO MUCH ROSE THEYRE SO CUTE I CANT

Oh and thank you for the bday message!!!! My bday was actually hella crappy cause I had the flu that day AND my chemistry final (which I had barely studied for because I had basically slept for the entire day before my final so I had to study during my morning classes) BUT IT ALL TURNED OUT WELL SO NO WORRIES so yeah I didn't really have a grand bday this year esp cause I got pissed when people said happy bday to me cause I just had to be sick and have a chem final on that day BUT REGARDLESS THANK YOU ILY
          
          Also you need to message me on line or text or whatever soon lmao 

Okay no I stg I did awful on all my exams ESPECIALLY CHEM (but that's a whole other story) but nAH I didn't do well on apush I didn't understand what the dbq was even asking and I don't know crap about the history of women's rights so WHOOPS plus there was BARELY ANYTHING ON TR OR THE WORLD WARS OR THE PROGRESSIVE ERA AND THATS LEGIT ALL I KNEW GOING INTO THE EXAM SO RIP
          
          And holy crap thank you so much????? You're literally the greatest person ever????? IM SO SORRY IT TOOK ME OVER A MONTH TO REPLY THESE LAST TWO MONTHS HAVE BEEN HECTIC CAUSE IVE HAD SO MANY PROJECTS PLUS MY FINALS START TOMORROW SO GOD SAVE MY SOUL but yES omg I'm actually so excited for those snowmen lmao I really want to get them one day <3
          
          LOL no it's ok I don't mind you can stick to me forever and I'll be 100000% okay with it and I'm so grateful but also don't forget to look after yourself??? I'll be happy so long as you're happy and healthy and safe I swear and YES rose I'm looking forward to our life together as old ladies lmao

HOLY SHIT FUCK I ONLY JUST SAW YOUR MESSAGES NOW sorry APs suck and I'm so unprepared for apush rip
          
          But omg no it's okay don't worry about it???? I 100% get that and it's 100% understandable so just focus on taking care of yourself !!!
          
          Okay wait but honestly same like tbh you're one of the most important people in my life and sometimes what keeps me going is the possibility of meeting you one day so let's keep fighting!!! ^^ 
          
          Lol alright that's fine, hopefully we'll talk again soon!!! 

Sigh this year has been a disaster so far and it's only freaking March how am I gonna survive 

I just found out we last messages each other at 3 pm and I can hardly believe my eyes has it really been that long has reading 150 pages of the fountainhead really taken me 11 hours God damn

CAUSE AP BIO, ENVIRO AND PHYSICS SOUND HELLA BORING AND MY FRIENDS HAVE TOLD ME ABOUT THEIR TEACHERS AND IT SOUNDS LIKE IM THE ONLY ONE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES MY SCIENCE TEACHER like she's p cool and she knows what she's talking about and she's eager to help us out so!!!! That's great (even tho I'm always so bored during her class since all we do is take notes and the fact that that's exactly what college will be like but with much longer classes makes me die a little inside)
          TBH ANYTHING IS HARD IF YOU DONT START DOING IT WHEN YOURE A BABY dude I've realized that I've never heard anyone in another language stumble on their words AND ITS PROBABLY CAUSE THEYRE SO USED TO SPEAKING FAST MEANWHILE MY FUCKING ASS ALWAYS MESSES UP WHENEVER I SPEAK CAUSE OF THIS GODDAMN SLOW LANGUAGE SMH
          
          DUDE YOU TOLD ME YOU WROTE ESSAYS IN AP LIT EVERY WEEK THAT SOUNDS WORSE THAN WHAT WE R DOING RN idk I think it depends on the nonfiction like we have this selection of independent nonfiction books that we have to read and everyone said that the first book they chose (there's six but we have to read 3 over the course of the year) is interesting and they liked it???? I liked mine lol it was about how college education is flawed and what colleges are doing wrong yknow that whole shebang BUT we also have to read a lot of speeches or essays and those are p boring but ehh I feel like some of the books we've been required to read were more painful for me COUGHdickensCOUGHtheamericanCOUGHthegrapesofwrathCOUGH
          
          Lmao seriously everyone I know hates ayn rand like her writing style is great (although sometimes I just can't follow what she's trying to convey with her words) but her ideals are stupid DUDE idk if you should be glad cause 2017 is probably gonna be worse just you wait lol

Smh rose I'm disappointed (but I honestly can't say I blame you I mean I keep ignoring text messages my friends send to me because I'm awful and also I'm too lazy to respond or keep up w the speed they text me back at) BUT PLS VISIT MORE OFTEN I MISS U (lol I'll message you my number so you can text me but if that doesn't work out we can resort to line too that's fine)
          
          Smh I'll fucking drive down there one of these days and hunt you down if I have to you can't escape me that easily I won't allow it lmfao

Smh rose you're killing me here I'd be lucky if my mom even lets me apply out of state but within the tristate area BUT WOW THERES STILL A CHANCE SO DONT LOSE HOPE!!!!!! I honestly have no idea where I'm going or even what I'm doing idek if I wanna go through with the idea of med school rip
          
          Ok yeah it's definitely way better than Dickens but holy shit there's so many potential reading check questions jampacked into one reading section and I have used up hundreds of post it notes bookmarking what I think I might need to know for those (I'll try out your number again by texting a pic of them to you but if it doesn't work out I'll send it on line lmao) ok um excuse me I've failed these reading checks before with like actual 50s (although one girl keeps getting 30s thank god I'm not her) NO I REALLY DONT I SWEAR I'm good at creative writing but holy shit my essays are basically just me vomitting facts and evidence and what other people say while my ap Lang teacher is trying to get us to insert our own opinions more and actually start conversations w our essays which is the exact opposite of what I do oops

Lol you and I are one and the same I have 200 pages of the fountainhead plus 7 chapters of my psych textbook to read and annotate life is wonderful
          
          DUDE OUR BREAK WAS HELLA SHORT we also come back on Tuesday but fucking our last day was the 23 WE ONLY HAD 10 DAYS OF BREAK WHICH IS TECHNICALLY 6 BECAUSE WEEKENDS SHOULDNT COUNT