idolwmn
MOVED TO @jewelcut !
diamade
abandoneddjdjsjsj
￤want her str*p so baD
abandoneddjdjsjsj
@diamade ￤i am literally begging that you do tho. plth. these two world domination i think
diamade
/ i’m GARBAGE so hmu @herevolt
diamade
/ so i’m debating about revamping my superhero oc. am i gonna cave ? perhaps.
diamade
/ somebody tell tati to find a cure for the corona virus
fearsdead
/ tati would b the one to think it's a person and is like " that bitch corona got nothing against me "
diamade
/ ill give you guys the playlist while i work on her other things ... the flavor is immaculate
diamade
@loboutinhells / it’s A MUST!!!! they would vibe so well OMG
diamade
( REFERENCE. )
okay but tatiana’s relationship with power and admiration is insane. she is constantly trying to uphold her reputation as ‘ TATIANA ANASTASIA, CEO ... BILLIONAIRE... IDOL WOMAN ’ all whilst keeping these dirty little secrets and lies pent up inside. it takes so much for her not to explode and reveal everything about what has happened to her, and the true origins of the business. the reason why she is so obsessed with maintaining this image is because it is the only thing that has made her the CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE. tatiana lived in the shadow of her dead sister, and her father only saw her as A SUCCESSFUL EXPERIMENT. never his DAUGHTER. never somebody that he LOVED. no. tatiana has never felt ‘loved’ when the cameras were off, she’s never felt wanted by anyone other than the millions of people who see but one image of her, she’s never felt like she was ENOUGH. the only way she can be enough in her mind, is to have LEVERAGE. she NEEDS power like it’s a drug. the pleasure and validation is only temporary, and as soon as it runs out she needs MORE and MORE until it turns into a horrendous cycle of GREED, MEGALOMANIA, and DELUSION. tatiana has fooled the world into thinking that she has it all together, and has even fooled herself in a sense. without power and admiration ... SHE’S NOTHING. that‘s what she believes, and has always believed since she was a little girl.
diamade
@underworlded / they taught her everything in the wrong ways. she has no concept of what love means or what it is. she thinks love is appeasement, and obsession. she gets satisfaction when people are morbidly and unhealthily obsessed with her because it makes her feel important. she puts on this whole facade that she’s so great and on top of her game, but behind all that she’s constantly wanting more and more of what she can’t have. kingston was horrid. but also amethyst. kingston taught tatiana how to be fake and push everything about her aside. amethyst taught her the importance of financial security. the sad thing is tatiana didn’t know any better as a child so she perceived this toxicity to be LOVE. that’s why she’s so messed up. it’s because she was a skewed interpretation on things. she feels like she’s on the outside looking in. it’s hard to explain, but almost as if she’s a prisoner trapped inside herself. i’m not saying she doesn’t like her life in some aspects bc she DOES indulge in the popularity and wealth, but DIAMOND for instance is her way to let things out in a bad way. it’s like a childhood fantasy gone wrong. ITS SO UGH.
greenthumbed
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/ it’s just so fucked up how she has to turn to commit such vile acts because of the lack of comfortable home life and it honestly insane how it directly correlates to actual criminals in real life. like what would they be like if their parents had been there for them and made it possible for them to talk about their inner turmoil? like obviously, they’re still responsible for their heinous crimes, but damn, the way they were raised is such a huge factor to their actions. it’s honestly scary to think that conditioning ( teaching ) children in the wrong way can end up with them becoming a monster. in this case, i feel like tati’s father has failed to prove that someone is there for her, but instead maliciously taught her that she has to please everyone, but she can’t be happy herself or else everyone may turn on her. it shows how powerful security and love can be
webbedchronicles
what a nice nose ring you got there
valentinesbled
i must say before today i thought i was the BADDEST bitch on this planet but i stand corrected that title RIGHTFULLY belongs you you .
diamade
PRAISE SERENADES THE EAR with its sonorous lull. she soaks it all in, bathes in its subtleties until her ego is HEAVY with the weight of admiration ( I’M THE ONE WHO KEEPS YOUR WORLD SPINNING ) ❝︎ I’M FLATTERED DARLING, / truly /flattered, but if i were you i wouldn’t sell myself so short. ❞︎ faux courtesy heightens conversation, fills the space with HER SIGNATURE TOUCH.
❝︎ you have a great amount of POTENTIAL. ❞ ( BUT NOT ENOUGH TO SURPASS ME )
♢︎ : @glossyverse
/ queen of passive aggression, ceo of acting, ceo of thinking everything is a competition, manager of ‘ i know i deserve that title ’