I know there's no words that can put things back together, I know that things between us will never be the same, and it's knowing that which causes me to fall apart everytime I think of you, hear your name, or see a picture of you. But there's still nothing in this world that would stop me from looking at your picture because your beauty is worth the pain. I know apologies mean nothing anymore so I won't offend you, but I will say that I still LOVE YOU! And with all the Love that I still have for you I pray that life is good to you, and that you find a good man, that gives you a good life, and brings your family together like I should have. Aside from my failures I have success! I DID IT! I'm meeting with a publisher on Monday actually he's sending a car service to pick me up it's 3 days at the beach resort, restaurant dining, introductions to management, and then finalizing the details of my book deal. Were gonna publish within 30 days and then it's onto screen writing the same company does TV, movies, books, music, anime... everything and he want's a script done to go to motion pictures. He wants me to write books, movie screenplays, music, Anime skits, any and everything I can and am willing to do. There gonna pay for my house all my expenses bill, food, everything, a new laptop and recording equipment, transportation, and a hefty signing bonus!
