I've been having a year long creative slump. I have lost my faith, my creativity, and I feel my intellectual faculties diminishing by the day. There's something neurological happening to me, given the increasing short term memory loss, slurring of speech, palinopsia, blurred vision, and drooping eyelid. I'm terrified I will never be the person I was even 1, 2 years ago. At the very least, my solace is that I will soon be able to live as my true self with my beloved. She will love me no matter how many complications I endure and changes I undergo. I'm very fortunate.
-Elaine