diecast-affinity

I've been having a year long creative slump. I have lost my faith, my creativity, and I feel my intellectual faculties diminishing by the day. There's something neurological happening to me, given the increasing short term memory loss, slurring of speech, palinopsia, blurred vision, and drooping eyelid. I'm terrified I will never be the person I was even 1, 2 years ago. At the very least, my solace is that I will soon be able to live as my true self with my beloved. She will love me no matter how many complications I endure and changes I undergo. I'm very fortunate.
          	
          	-Elaine

diecast-affinity

I've been having a year long creative slump. I have lost my faith, my creativity, and I feel my intellectual faculties diminishing by the day. There's something neurological happening to me, given the increasing short term memory loss, slurring of speech, palinopsia, blurred vision, and drooping eyelid. I'm terrified I will never be the person I was even 1, 2 years ago. At the very least, my solace is that I will soon be able to live as my true self with my beloved. She will love me no matter how many complications I endure and changes I undergo. I'm very fortunate.
          
          -Elaine

seilide

how are you ?

seilide

@diecast-affinity hope you feel better. hey go do something you love to do. i know it's banal and trite and whatever to say but it's the truth. go out and do something that makes you happy. no matter what responsibilities you have, this is your life and your life alone and you should make as much time for yourself as possible
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diecast-affinity

Reading back the first chapters of my work, I am impressed by myself. This is not something I can replicate on a whim. When Sophia reveals herself to me, it is something I cannot conjure up by myself. I can only pray and wait for her inspiration.

diecast-affinity

It is best for everyone if I do my best to not feel rushed, and just wait for her to come to me. Oh Hagia Sophia, Wisdom of God, fill me with your magnificence, light, and life!
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