One of the many things I've grown to realise is that time moves, and it moves fast. I've never really understood the saying time waits for no man, but now it hits me every time. Make the most of your life. Do it now. Don't wait for tomorrow because it may never come. You won't know know weeks will turn into months and eventually into years. Keep on trying and never give up. Life is not easy. It's very hard, and that's the bitter truth. But everything happens for a reason. So accept whatever life throws your way and move on. I've struggled with mental health issues for years, and I've sought help in many ways. But I never got that help I've wanted.
I've walloped in self-pity, self hate, and disgust for many years. I've been suicidal, and I still struggle with depression and anxiety. I do not know why I'm sharing this here, but I just feel the need to.
As the years have gone by, I've realised that even though i can't get help, I can help myself. And the past year has been wonderful. No, I have not completely healed, but watching myself slowly transition into the different stages of.motherhood is beautiful. Allah sent so many amazing things my way to help.alleviate my suffering, and I can't thank him enough. Around this time last year, I didn't have as much joy and peace as I currently do now. Neither did I jave the 6 amazing cats, which brought me so much peace and joy. They are my everything, and they are the literary loves of my life. Allah has been kind and merciful. I'm still on my journey to healing. Suicide doesn't cross my mind as often. Some days are terrible, and other days are manageable. But one thing I know for sure is that nothing in this life lasts forever. With time, I will eventually get better.
And whatever you may be going through, I want you to know that things will be better. Eat better, and take care of your health. LOVE YOURSELF
May Allah be with everyone.
