i really really wanna read the kazuha thing please id give everything i have my desire to read it is stronger than anything else please id be willing to get on my knees i js rly wanna read it actually i dont want to i have to i can no longer exist without the crushing weight of immense emptiness and loss without reading it. i wont be able to continue my life as normal or ever forget about this. pretty please can i read it im on my knees rn