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I better not find who this shiitt is, everything must be exhausting 

i'm not someone who likes to start drama like this, hell i even rarely talk with someone else on this platform. i don't have the time and energy to do this social media drama shit. so if something's bothering me enough for me to waste my social energy on the internet drama, then it's a serious matter.
            
            you can never guilt-trip me for calling you out publicly because i’m not the nicest person. i'm doing it because i know i'm not wrong, and i will never drop any account username either.
            
            the thing is, you're still in denial and being defensive instead of reflecting, so it's hard for me to talk nicely. it's not going to sink in ur head. you'll just twist my words around and keep repeating the same blunders. you make chatgpt reply to my arguments about rewriting/paraphrasing someone else’s whole work, so you can feel assured and convince yourself that you’re not copying when you plainly are.
            
            i dont care if i came out harsh and manipulative. cuz fuck it, im trying to protect what’s mine here.
            
            god i’m done wasting my energy on something like this. i just wanna be a koi fish.
            
            i'm deleting this app before i actually decide to delete my account fr. now i will throw up and disappear. good day.

@delulunotfound i'm so-so babe! i'll try not to archive the book for too long. take care!

Take all the time you need, and when you’re ready, we are here. We'll always look forward to your stories. Your work truly deserves to be seen.

I got worried about you when I couldn't find the book, hope you're doing well mentally and emotionally darlin'. What happened to you isn't fair at all, and you have every right to feel hurt and discourage, it means that it matters. It must feel incredibly frustrating and disheartening to see your hard work treated that way. 
            
            But please know that your story has something special that can’t be copied — your voice, your imagination, your heart.
            
            NO ONE can recreate the authenticity you bring!! 

@inejghafawife well now you kinda made me think twice about itㅜㅜ i'm a weakling for this words of affirmation shit:(((
            
            yk i've always known your name through my notif. you're often among the first ones to vote for an updated chapter, and i'm so so so thankful for that and i appreciate it sm more than you know. someone like you will always be remembered by an author like me.
            
            i just need to calm down first. my dramatic ass will definitely feel ashamed later for reacting like this, and then maybe decide to republish it again.

@dingdongicecream and that i loved kala and all her relationships with the boys!

@dingdongicecream yeah i get that! but know if you do end up leaving that i loved your book and looked forward to every update!

@dingdongicecream How would I know if I wasn't even active? 

@Multikpopbitch really?? what did you do?? ㅜㅜ

@dingdongicecream hehe last time I got suspended while I wasn't even active much

@SilverLilac0325 i'm greaattt! nothing interesting, just the usual. omg sameeeee karma is literally playing in loop on my spotify, even now too lol. i like 0801 the mostttttt, it's literally my vibe. and the fact that it's my exact birthday??? i won at life yooowwwss. i also like phoenix and ceremony! i swear those two are my kind of banger. i love the beat so much it makes me want to move listening to them. bleep is such a banger too ughhhh i love all of the songs

@dingdongicecream 
            I’m doing goodddddddd! How about you? Anything interesting happen??? I’ve been listening to the karma album NONSTOP for the past three days. Like, oh my lord, it’s amazing! Which is your favourite song from the album? I can’t decide but i really like Phoenix the most ngl. Of course, all of the other songs are great, but phoenix stands out the most to me and it was the one that I was most excited for when I heard the mashup. 

@SilverLilac0325 hi babeee! what's up?? how are youuu?

@dingdongicecream Okay Thanks!! Would be waiting

@bangchanslostkids helooo! um... it's not a technical issue actually. i accidentally pressed the publish button when i want to save the chapter, so i unpublished it again because i'm not done revising it yetㅜㅜ but it'll probably be uploaded tonight in my time zone, so stay tuned!