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i hate hyperfixating on things in real life, like events n people n shit because 1) then nothing brings me dopamine on the internet 2) i dont know what to set my wallpaper to 3) my pinterest accounts theme stays the same and i feel neutral about it 4) everyone thinks im weird because i wont shut up about rehearsals/the music director and they all hate me. like no one wants to hear me talk about ********* ***** for the 1039409285490th time but here we are