dinotail

Okkk I’m now abandoning this account bc I don’t want it anymore and I have a new one and I get paranoid a lot lately with this account and writing how I actually feel on it and with my new one I have books on it and no one knows it so yeah byeee

Oh my gosh he’s so freaking adorable I cannot

All you did was use and abuse people’s trust. You took advantage of the vulnerability of others and blamed your mental health on it, but in reality? 
          
          No. It’s just you.
          You’re a sick human being who will never be able to comprehend that the world is not after you instead, you’re the one after it, chasing down things that don’t belong to you, wishing just once someone would stay.
          
          But here is the thing no one can stay when all you do is lie, hurt others, and throw them aside. Why complain that they leave when you’re the one who opened the door and kicked them onto the pavement?
          
          You will always wonder, 'Why can’t I get better?' And the true answer is that you don’t want to. Because getting better means admitting you’re a terrible person. 
          
          It means admitting you took advantage of people’s kindness. It means admitting no one else was the problem.
          
          Only you were.

I’m just now starting to talk more abt my ADHD I didn’t before because I don’t trust a lot of people but I’m opening up now because I finally understand why I grew up so different

This is so weird I just experienced jealousy for the first time ever not even in old relationships I wouldn’t really care what they did but like i can’t help it with him

lol did you truly think you were important to me? 

YAYYY I LOVE MY MM2. RANT ACCOUNT SO MUCH ITS SO FUN AND I ALWAYS GET MESSAGE REQUESTS 

I love having a vent Gacha account it helps sm but it has mostly only had posts containing my grandma or jayfuz like that’s all who it’s abt rn bc im still wondering how old he genuinely was he looked older then 22

My grandma actually is making me so mad I’ve made multiple vents abt her bc she emotionally abuses people and stuff and won’t shower she always hated it but ever since my grandpa passed she stopped completely  he used to make her and like all she does is make a mess and is rude to all of us she treats my mom like a maid and she just stinks and she even had to get a thing out in her chest for chemo and it’s going to get infected bc she won’t shower we have tried everything she then sticks her hands into chip bags and the bread and meats and we cannot eat it at all after because she doesn’t clean herself I’m so tired of this AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT HER TO MOVE OUT 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Sighs maybe soon my aunt will take her 

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