directioner_booklove

Or a therapist, had some bad experience 

I don't wanna go to a doctor tho

How do i confirm that I have an eating disorder 

I have been in my house since the last two years and will be here this year too
          
          I do nit leave ny house unless absolutely necessary and that too for like 30 minutes, because my family does all my outside chores and I don't have anything to do outside.
          
          
          I am so tired of living like this, the only people I meet are my family and I am starting to hate them mostly because they all have a life outside me, but literally all of my life in the past years has been just them. 
          I have lost all friends I hate it

I hope i step into the new year with no mental illness 

I wish I was not me

I wish I was dead God please if you are real please and this 
          Please 

I wish I had someone to rant to, the people I used to rant to are either dead or got a boyfriend. 

If I don't become a doctor I will turn into a homicidal maniac0

I wish someone would fix all my problems. oh how I wish I had a fairy godmother