I don't know what to do when
I lose temper and I still talk
I didn't wanna make you cry
Truth is, I've never been shamed of you
I'd cry cos how much I love you
I wish that I told you once
Said that's the life of a mother, babe
And that, I learned when I saw you in the middle of the night
Eatin' from the plate I never did
You didn't want me seein' you when you're weak
You said as you covered how you drooled out your mouth
I didn't know how to feel
When you're terrified, feelin' blue
You would still sing me melodies
When you're fightin' through armies
I'd only bring you more enemies
You would throw yourself out to lessen my pain
Said you'll go through it all- and die just to be my remedy
You lived for me
I should've lived for you too
Bell's Palsy -Suggi