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I usually don't give a fuck about fitting in, but since sonic 3's trailer came in and that my friends were so hyped abt it, i decided to "learn" more abt it and try to act as excited as them. I don't really care abt sonic 3 and all, but I'm thinking to myself "If I don't seem to like it, they will think I'm boring or shit, and they'll leave me one day".
          One of my friends especially, I care about his interests (like if he wanna play i'll play too), but I feel like he don't care about mine. When he wanted to show me some fnf mods, I was happy for him and went along, but when I wanted to show him like Party Project or like Picture Poker or sum, he don't want to. Eventually I kept things to myself like Undertale Yellow or anything exciting for me really, but that hurts. It hurts not telling that to him knowing he seems like he don't care. I hate this. I wish I could like get my friends excited with my things, and not them always reaching me to say "Oh look I found a new mod :D" w/o just asking how's going or smth. I feel alone i feel lonely i feel ignored i feel worthless i feel like a sort of puppet i hate myself so much.

Uh yeah i depublish the miitopia thingy cuz im rethinking of it and maybeee idk